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"One of the greatest satisfactions one can ever have comes from the knowledge that he can do some one thing superlatively well." -- Hortense Odlum

I know what that feels like......(naughty grin)

Oh just found this quote and and appreciated the wisdom in it....

"A friendship founded on business is better than a business founded on friendship." - John D. Rockefeller

No wonder Rockerfeller was...
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"Originality is the art of concealing your source." - Franklin P. Jones

Here is a poem I wrote for the assface ex, it's not really good but it expresed my feelings and described the process of my downward spiral into lust, so it's at least apt.

The Anatomy of Seduction

Your eyes
Mere products of function
Simple instruments of perception
Yet one seemingly nonchalant glance...
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I have developed a love for quotations, here are a few that I love:

"I would like to do everything that presses the essence from the hour" - Mary Oliver

" Everything will change the only question is growing up or decaying"

" When you learn, teach, when you receive give, this is what Maya Angelou taught me" - Oprah Winfrey

' When I stop...
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"Interpretation is the revenge of the intellect upon art." - Susan Sontag

Hey all

Been very busy, after my week from hell I feel great. Got closure with the ex, he wanted me back but wasn't prepared to have a meeting with his ex and I in order to set the record straight so in my mind he is guilty, he did sleep with her while we were together even though he is denying it profusely and...
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Just had a car accident, nothing hectic, I'm just pissed as I the excess is quite a substantial amount of money. Also found out that Anton has been sleeping with his ex through out our relationship. "Having a great week" but I am fine. I know that there is a reason why the universe is chucking all this crap at me!!! It'll all make sense...
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Had a change of mind. I need to be clear and honest with myself about what I am willing to accept and what I am not willing to accept.

I also need to be clear with him. I am not prepared to have a relationhship with a man who wants to nurture his " Best Friendship" with his recent ex of eight years instead of...
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Hi all

I am waiting for Missy to get back to me regarding my SG application. I hate waiting!!

I went to see my shrink the other day and she told me that I was over reacting about Anton's ex. She said that if he wanted her he would be with her and that I should be positive because if I obsess about negative stuff...
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My life has been cool lately I am just freaking out and trying to sabotage my new relationship because my fear of abandonement is really big and he has so much baggage. His ex called me yesterday to get clarity about what happened between him and I. I don't know her mission but I refuse to let her get to me. I am going to...
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Ok so I am a little nervous about my choice to go back to him however I also realise that I need to be clear and specific about what I want from this. One thing that is really irritating me is that he phones me rather than sms's me. I hate having four conversations a day with someone. I would rather just speak to them...
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OK so I caved, we are back together. Atleast now I can see what it'll look like without the drama. I am scared but I know what I am doing......... I think