Not being very productive today.... 
I hate Nedbank and Old Mutual Bank!! They suck!! Their way of doing things is so fucking innefficient!!!! You'd swear we are living in nineteen voetsek!!
My antidepressents rule, I am finally out of the quagmire of yuckiness that I was in on Monday, I dunno what to do on New Years, I wanna be in the bush or near...
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I hate Nedbank and Old Mutual Bank!! They suck!! Their way of doing things is so fucking innefficient!!!! You'd swear we are living in nineteen voetsek!!
My antidepressents rule, I am finally out of the quagmire of yuckiness that I was in on Monday, I dunno what to do on New Years, I wanna be in the bush or near...
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OK feeling better today, took an anti anxiety meds so I am calm and not contemplating non existence.
I have to study and it's all rather boring stuff.
Had prawns last night, it was good, went home and watched this really stupid movie called " Beauty Shop". What a waste altho it did take my mind off my crappy mood.
I have to study and it's all rather boring stuff.
Had prawns last night, it was good, went home and watched this really stupid movie called " Beauty Shop". What a waste altho it did take my mind off my crappy mood.
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saffa:
yay glad you feeing better 
will do, come out for a few drinks with angrboda one night to
will do, come out for a few drinks with angrboda one night to
heisszeit:
just leaving a kiss
it's a pity that you can't make it to capetown
it's a pity that you can't make it to capetown
I am very tired right now, worked hard this weekend, even the Ritalin isn't keeping me focussed. I just want to go home and cry, I think that drinking all that Tequila on Saturday night behind the bar was a mistake. Alcohol and Ritalin don't mix very well.
I hate feeling depressed, I don't know how people with Chronic depression cope!!
I watched " A...
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I hate feeling depressed, I don't know how people with Chronic depression cope!!
I watched " A...
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saffa:
yeh i think its the alcohol and prescriptions that are making you feel poo 
i hope you feel better soon hun
i saw on the 5fm website that technotribe are having a party soon maby head down there and have some fun fun fun
yeh i know i should call her but even though i still think of her i dont want to 'get involved' then all the mushy stuff comes back
becides knowing her she was eather drunk or recently made single casue thats the only time i hear from her but its usualy by email
i hope you feel better soon hun
i saw on the 5fm website that technotribe are having a party soon maby head down there and have some fun fun fun
yeh i know i should call her but even though i still think of her i dont want to 'get involved' then all the mushy stuff comes back
becides knowing her she was eather drunk or recently made single casue thats the only time i hear from her but its usualy by email
saffa:
oooh and i hope im going to meet you in march
"A gift isn't a gift unless it has meaning. Just giving things to people, especially children, create the expectation of more things." -- Oprah Winfrey
I agree, I love giving people that I love pressies!! Yay!
My mother used to buy me things as a child because she felt so guilty about how abusive she was to me. It definately changed who I was as...
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I agree, I love giving people that I love pressies!! Yay!
My mother used to buy me things as a child because she felt so guilty about how abusive she was to me. It definately changed who I was as...
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feerlessfreddy:
hello there. the chrysler building is 77 sories. it is 1,045 ft. tall. or in the rest of the worlds measurements, 318 meters. how is your weekend going? i decided to get sick yesterday. so my only day off this week i will spend blowing my nose. i think i will manage to get a beer in or two for the game. take care.
heisszeit:
i love to give gifts to close friends. when i find something that fits perfectly to someone, like when i am abroad, i buy it. since i don't buy just to buy something these little presents are always appreciated.
is one of your favourite artist called geiger, or do you mean giger? if it's giger, i would have the perfect gift for you
is one of your favourite artist called geiger, or do you mean giger? if it's giger, i would have the perfect gift for you
"The best things in life aren't things." - Art Buchwald
kogun:
really?
makeyourself:
"Don't ever take a fence down until you know why it was put up"
- Robert Frost -
- Robert Frost -
"Try to be conspicuously accurate in everything, pictures as well as text. Truth is not only stranger than fiction, it is more interesting." - William Randolph Hearst
"It is tact that is golden, not silence." -- Samuel Butler
I realise that more and more everyday, I just struggle to keep my mouth shut!!
"It is tact that is golden, not silence." -- Samuel Butler
I realise that more and more everyday, I just struggle to keep my mouth shut!!
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saffa:
its in kempton park
not to far from the airport
oooh you so should go to knysna, i dont know what its liek now but when i was there in '96 i loved it, its SUPER expencive to buy a place there though
yeh thats a plus part of it and you get payed holidays, sick leave etc where as on contract you get nothing
im struggle to keep quiet these days, sometimes it helps, sometimes not
not to far from the airport
oooh you so should go to knysna, i dont know what its liek now but when i was there in '96 i loved it, its SUPER expencive to buy a place there though
yeh thats a plus part of it and you get payed holidays, sick leave etc where as on contract you get nothing
im struggle to keep quiet these days, sometimes it helps, sometimes not
makeyourself:
"Beam me up Scotty. There's no intelligent life down here"
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Hey all
Had to change my banking details so when SG tried to take payment for my membership there was no money so I was kicked off the site for a while. Anyway I am back!!
Ritalin is hectic, I find I am much more focussed and productive at work but it takes about a week to get used to it. It's the closest generic...
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Had to change my banking details so when SG tried to take payment for my membership there was no money so I was kicked off the site for a while. Anyway I am back!!
Ritalin is hectic, I find I am much more focussed and productive at work but it takes about a week to get used to it. It's the closest generic...
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angrboda:
Your bum definitely looks better in the Pug 
Congrats on getting the job, hun!! That's totally AWESOME!!! I just KNEW you could do it
Looks like we're gonna have to do some SERIOUS celebrating at Cindy's crazy-assed cocktail island beach party braai thingie on Saturday arvie, yeehaaaaah
Congrats on getting the job, hun!! That's totally AWESOME!!! I just KNEW you could do it
Looks like we're gonna have to do some SERIOUS celebrating at Cindy's crazy-assed cocktail island beach party braai thingie on Saturday arvie, yeehaaaaah
saffa:
welcome back
oooh wow sounds like things are going nicely for you at the moment, firstly the house and now the new job thats so cool congrats
pugs are so much better than vw's
hope you well otherwise
oooh wow sounds like things are going nicely for you at the moment, firstly the house and now the new job thats so cool congrats
pugs are so much better than vw's
hope you well otherwise
"A people that values its privileges above its principles soon loses both." - Dwight D. Eisenhower
"Every action done in company ought to be with some sign of respect to those that are present." -- George Washington
I had an interview for New Media Publishing's magazine called Taste, I had to be at the Hyatt Hotel at 7:00 am this morning, any way Martha grilled...
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"Every action done in company ought to be with some sign of respect to those that are present." -- George Washington
I had an interview for New Media Publishing's magazine called Taste, I had to be at the Hyatt Hotel at 7:00 am this morning, any way Martha grilled...
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"Think wrongly, if you please, but in all cases think for yourself." - Doris Lessing
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makeyourself:
"Let us celebrate our agreement with the adding of chocolate to milk"
- Homer Simpson -
- Homer Simpson -
makeyourself:
No... Homer is!
"But I suppose experience of life will in time teach you that tact is a very essential ingredient in all things." -- Jennie Jerome Churchill
The transfer of the property finally went into my name today, so I am officially a home owner, just waiting for the money to get transferred into my account so that I can buy all the building materials and so...
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The transfer of the property finally went into my name today, so I am officially a home owner, just waiting for the money to get transferred into my account so that I can buy all the building materials and so...
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xerxes:
nice, congratulations! I'm definitely invited for a visit, right
saffa:
yay congrats, its a wonderfull feeling hey
well not as good as some but better than others
thankls for the hugs, i look like a bullfrog at the moment with all the swelling going on
so not devine
well not as good as some but better than others
thankls for the hugs, i look like a bullfrog at the moment with all the swelling going on
so not devine
"To train the mind, you must exercise the patience and determination it takes to shape that steel." -- Dalai Lama
I am so tired today, I went out after work on Saturday morning, friends of mine had just bought a beautiful loft aparment in Milpark with a great view of the city, things went pear shaped and eventually Gary and I went home to carry...
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I am so tired today, I went out after work on Saturday morning, friends of mine had just bought a beautiful loft aparment in Milpark with a great view of the city, things went pear shaped and eventually Gary and I went home to carry...
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xerxes:
Good luck with the interview!!
saffa:
i figured out im to old for that sort of life style LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG ago 
good luck with the interview, keep us posted divine one
good luck with the interview, keep us posted divine one
On Wednesday evening I went to Johannesburgs ols CBD which consisits of many old, abandoned, high rise office blocks. A friend of mine (Chris, he was a contestant in the South African version of The Apprentice)works for a company called Urban Ocean, they are trying to revive urban living in Johannesburg as one can hardly call Sandton Urban!
Anyway I spent the evening painting windows...
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Anyway I spent the evening painting windows...
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feerlessfreddy:
the cake was made out of a mix from a box. we got it at the store. then it was decorated to look like eyes because my son likes creepy things. since you like painting and sanding im guessing you are going to repaint your new home. urban living sounds neat. ive always lived in the suburbs though.
kogun:
Not really "afflicted" but yeah I was told when I was little I had "it". Seriously though I've as ways didn't notice a difference just that I can do mutliple things and once and still do them well.
glad you feeling better
they all suck
all they want is your money.... well that's what they are invented for
saint lucia in the caribbean? it's kewl there... i remember pretty girls