You're my spirit
Your spirit wanders through me effortlessly
It touches my effigy
A glint of light on shattered glass
Surrounded by darkness
That is what you are to my brittle sense of bliss
I glance at the broken chalice
Of your lost affection
I long to heal your dissatisfaction
Speak love into your bleeding mouth
The mouth that blasphemes at love itself
I long...
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Your spirit wanders through me effortlessly
It touches my effigy
A glint of light on shattered glass
Surrounded by darkness
That is what you are to my brittle sense of bliss
I glance at the broken chalice
Of your lost affection
I long to heal your dissatisfaction
Speak love into your bleeding mouth
The mouth that blasphemes at love itself
I long...
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The Chase
Your syrapy voice enters the soft velvety air that separates our bodies
Your kind eyes stare deep into my glance
My brittle faith clings to your affection with the stubborn will
Of a blackjack embedded into the woven fabric of my avoidance
Inside the chalice that holds the waters of concealed wisdom
Lies the knowledge that you are not the kind of man...
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Your syrapy voice enters the soft velvety air that separates our bodies
Your kind eyes stare deep into my glance
My brittle faith clings to your affection with the stubborn will
Of a blackjack embedded into the woven fabric of my avoidance
Inside the chalice that holds the waters of concealed wisdom
Lies the knowledge that you are not the kind of man...
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saffa:
hehe thanks.......i think 
i recon its the mouth and chin
well its his loss, the dumb ass
i recon its the mouth and chin
well its his loss, the dumb ass
makeyourself:
With the chance of ruining for you...
I will not take credit away from geniuses... I'm far to sophisticated for that
I will not take credit away from geniuses... I'm far to sophisticated for that
Living in shadows
You promissed me your world
All you me gave me was your living hell
With fleeting moments of paradise
I now reside in the shadow of your absence
Colder than the bitterness of your winter
And darker than the emptiness of space
You disappeared without a trace
Left me to wander in the immense loneliness of my own space
And still I...
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You promissed me your world
All you me gave me was your living hell
With fleeting moments of paradise
I now reside in the shadow of your absence
Colder than the bitterness of your winter
And darker than the emptiness of space
You disappeared without a trace
Left me to wander in the immense loneliness of my own space
And still I...
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Scar
The battle ends here
A white flag you gave me
The one I held up high
I begged you to leave me
But that was a lie
The moment I surrendered
You turned away, why?
Your voice left scars invisible to the eye
I can feel them pulling at the remnants of my pride
Bleeding with memories that have no place to hide
Your...
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The battle ends here
A white flag you gave me
The one I held up high
I begged you to leave me
But that was a lie
The moment I surrendered
You turned away, why?
Your voice left scars invisible to the eye
I can feel them pulling at the remnants of my pride
Bleeding with memories that have no place to hide
Your...
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makeyourself:
Man you're really come back with a vengeance huh 
?
You're posting so much I wish I didn't have a job
No matter what, you have a way of expressing yourself that makes me shame on the way I kinda chop my way through English
Have you made any paintings that fit those words, I think they scream for visualisation!!!?
If you want to, you can see the latest of my work, check here:here
Stunt and Safety coordinator... that's my title on that project
Any plans on the upcoming season?
?You're posting so much I wish I didn't have a job
No matter what, you have a way of expressing yourself that makes me shame on the way I kinda chop my way through English
Have you made any paintings that fit those words, I think they scream for visualisation!!!?
If you want to, you can see the latest of my work, check here:here
Stunt and Safety coordinator... that's my title on that project
Any plans on the upcoming season?
heisszeit:
feelings of love mixed up with feelings of being addicted is horrible.
i hope your heart will get along with your mind soon.
xoxo
i hope your heart will get along with your mind soon.
xoxo
Proximity without intimacy
And so the dance commences
You are surprise to all my defenses
As you step closer I step back
As I step closer you step back
We encircle each other yet never touch
Eyes locked on one another
The silence screams too much
So you reach for me and I take your hand
My will buckles beneath me, I struggle to stand...
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And so the dance commences
You are surprise to all my defenses
As you step closer I step back
As I step closer you step back
We encircle each other yet never touch
Eyes locked on one another
The silence screams too much
So you reach for me and I take your hand
My will buckles beneath me, I struggle to stand...
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It's the little things that thrill
You dance inside my consciousness
Never felt temptation like this
You are my forbidden fruit
You leave me lying here mute
Watching you spread my thighs
As you avoid looking into my eyes
Then you're inside me
naked and unkind
And I am just doing this to unwind
You push yourself into me
That slow intense rhythm that is...
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You dance inside my consciousness
Never felt temptation like this
You are my forbidden fruit
You leave me lying here mute
Watching you spread my thighs
As you avoid looking into my eyes
Then you're inside me
naked and unkind
And I am just doing this to unwind
You push yourself into me
That slow intense rhythm that is...
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heisszeit:
then, dear, come to switzerland... we're always looking for people at company
i'm sure we can do something
i'm sure we can do something
makeyourself:
Wow.. you are talented girl!
That's some really good reading... ever considered taking it to the next step?
"I am an epiphany"... haha I like that, isn't that just a cool thing to say
I've been busy working and living... and wondering when the next Azzura update was coming!
That's some really good reading... ever considered taking it to the next step?
"I am an epiphany"... haha I like that, isn't that just a cool thing to say
I've been busy working and living... and wondering when the next Azzura update was coming!
Normalcy = mediocrity
Current mood: bouncy
"For it is important that awake people be awake...the signals we give--yes or no, or maybe--should be clear: The darkness around us is deep." -- William Stafford
I dislike ambiguity in people. If one is not specific then the universe dishes up havoc at ones table!
Mmmm....darkness is deep, so true! We all live in the dark blanketed world...
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kmonk:
fucking A! To hell with the societal expectations and desires that keep us shackled just long enough to prevent us from ever being truly free.
heisszeit:
still i do miss you
"When I was 26, I didn't know who I was. And at 36, I didn't know who I was. Now I do. I think that's what being authentic is--when you finally know you." -- Jamie Lee Curtis
I have moments when I lose the plot and I forget myself, just came out of a couple of these situations but feeling a whole lot better now....
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I have moments when I lose the plot and I forget myself, just came out of a couple of these situations but feeling a whole lot better now....
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visara:
Which ice rink do you girls go to? I suck at skating ... my man used to play ice hockey ... he is a bit big for skating right now
It's just natural for parents to try and set you up ... ignore it!
Hugs xxx
It's just natural for parents to try and set you up ... ignore it!
Hugs xxx
saffa:
yeh im feeling much better thanks hun
hence the emo post on myspazz the other day
which i have not got to thank you for your reply to it
so thanks
yeh been on your ace can be fun and its quite good for you, gives you time to
think etc
hence the emo post on myspazz the other day
which i have not got to thank you for your reply to it
so thanks
yeh been on your ace can be fun
and its quite good for you, gives you time to
think etc
"When dealing with people, let us remember we are not dealing with creatures of logic. We are dealing with creatures of emotion, creatures bristling with prejudices and motivated by pride and vanity." - Dale Carnegie
So true!!!!! Had to force myself to be a real bitch to someone last night. I tried to get him to leave me alone in an impersonal manner, didn't work...
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So true!!!!! Had to force myself to be a real bitch to someone last night. I tried to get him to leave me alone in an impersonal manner, didn't work...
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saffa:
well if he deseved it then dont feel bad, he had it coming
i think you should lock yourself in a box and stay away from all these horrid boys
i think you should lock yourself in a box and stay away from all these horrid boys
church123:
Yeah, good point.
I wouldn't want AIDS either, I hear it's contagious
I wouldn't want AIDS either, I hear it's contagious
My best friend pointed out that the reason why I flipped out at Anton is because he offers me a future and that involves taking a risk which is what spooked me, she says that what appeals to me about Fancy Face is that there is no risk as there is no possibility of a future with him thus no risk as I know what...
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cptpyjama:
Yes, I can see why that would put you off!
zoidberg79:
thanks for the early birthday wishes
Justin my ex join me at Ball Breakers where I was to meet Fancy Face, anyway we get there and guess who the fuck is playing pool, Sordid Affair Boy!!! How fucken hectic is that???Justin, Anton and Fancy Face all togther under one roof and me in the fucken middle. I wanted to scream, I was sooooo confused.
I have always thought that I know...
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zoidberg79:
wish i there was a girl somewhere that would call me "sordid affair boy" 
brand:
Ball Breakers in fourways??
fuck, i used to go there all the time.
challenge you at a game of pool!?
fuck, i used to go there all the time.
challenge you at a game of pool!?
Fancy Face...troubled sausage....been conversing with him on MSN the whole day. Got quite stroppy with him, he's a liar, I know he is, I see him coming from a mile away.
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diaz:
Hey honey,
I sent in my initial application in november last year, I then did my shoot in mid Jan and here it is!
Have you sent in your set?
I sent in my initial application in november last year, I then did my shoot in mid Jan and here it is!
Have you sent in your set?
diaz:
If it were me, I would re-apply. Maybe send in different pics this time and try improve your entry where possible.
I am a firm believer in persistance!
I am a firm believer in persistance!
"A wise man never contradicts a woman... he waits until she do it to herself..."
Made me think of you