so today i found out how much it cost to ship Tweeker over to FL on the Pet airlines they have (I'm a nervous ninny and won't fly her in the underbelly with the luggage). it's 595.00!!!!!!! It cost more for her to fly than it does for me. Of course there are veternarians on the actual plan in case something goes wrong and they can take care of the animal right then and there. They can get out of their crates and walk around a play with the other dogs and toys. So basically my dog is flying first class, and I'm flying coach. Fucked up aye? Yeah, I know but I don't want her getting lost or put on a different flight than me. I almost had a heart attack when we flew her over here in the under belly of the plane, and I'm not going to deal with that again.
So I've been listening to Social Distortion pretty much all day today and realized something, White Light White Heat White Trash is as close as an album can come to relating to my life. I was riding on the bus on my way to the gym and had a very introspective look at my life. I've been through a lot of shit, and dealt with a lot of shit that kinda forced me to grow up fast, and now I'm kinda reliving my childhood I guess. And it made me realize how very litte I know about a lot of you guys. I mean I know some of you VERY well and hang out with a handfull of you when I'm in the state, but a lot of you i hardly know, and you hardly know the actual me. It's really interesting. Maybe I'm just odd.
Brief life of Azrael. I was a gymnast for about 12 years, I went to private school and was a cheerleader (
) yeah i know. When I was in 6th grade one of my friends died at the age of 14 from hepitis. When I got into 8th grade I started doing drugs, not heavy, but still. When I got into high school one of my really close friends was shot by his friends grandfather in a drunken arguement and died. He was shot point blank with a shotgun to the face. After that I started using drug pretty hard, and my grades fell. Basically every drug I could snort up my nose I did and very often. There was hardly a day that went by that I wasn't on something, it didn't matter what. I got down to about 80lbs and looked like utter shit. My parents never said anything to me and basically let me self destruct, which i am VERY thankful for. If they hadn't and had slapped my ass into a rehab center I would have never quit. I would have just gotten out and kept going. One day I just looked at myself and just said "yeah, I'm nasty I've gotta stop" and it worked.
There's so much more I could say, but this journal is long enough. Maybe another time.
Questions:
1) What album do you think symbolizes a period of time in your life?
2) tell me something I don't know about you that would discribe what made you who you are today?
3) Do you think if you could go back and change something in your past would you?
4) if so what would it be?
1) Social Distortion: White Light, White Heat, White Trash
2) I just told you fools!
3) No, I think it made me who I am today
4) see 3.
So I've been listening to Social Distortion pretty much all day today and realized something, White Light White Heat White Trash is as close as an album can come to relating to my life. I was riding on the bus on my way to the gym and had a very introspective look at my life. I've been through a lot of shit, and dealt with a lot of shit that kinda forced me to grow up fast, and now I'm kinda reliving my childhood I guess. And it made me realize how very litte I know about a lot of you guys. I mean I know some of you VERY well and hang out with a handfull of you when I'm in the state, but a lot of you i hardly know, and you hardly know the actual me. It's really interesting. Maybe I'm just odd.
Brief life of Azrael. I was a gymnast for about 12 years, I went to private school and was a cheerleader (
) yeah i know. When I was in 6th grade one of my friends died at the age of 14 from hepitis. When I got into 8th grade I started doing drugs, not heavy, but still. When I got into high school one of my really close friends was shot by his friends grandfather in a drunken arguement and died. He was shot point blank with a shotgun to the face. After that I started using drug pretty hard, and my grades fell. Basically every drug I could snort up my nose I did and very often. There was hardly a day that went by that I wasn't on something, it didn't matter what. I got down to about 80lbs and looked like utter shit. My parents never said anything to me and basically let me self destruct, which i am VERY thankful for. If they hadn't and had slapped my ass into a rehab center I would have never quit. I would have just gotten out and kept going. One day I just looked at myself and just said "yeah, I'm nasty I've gotta stop" and it worked.
There's so much more I could say, but this journal is long enough. Maybe another time.
Questions:
1) What album do you think symbolizes a period of time in your life?
2) tell me something I don't know about you that would discribe what made you who you are today?
3) Do you think if you could go back and change something in your past would you?
4) if so what would it be?
1) Social Distortion: White Light, White Heat, White Trash
2) I just told you fools!
3) No, I think it made me who I am today
4) see 3.
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nixon:
Yeah. Like four years ago.
surfbetty:
yeppers!@!!!