azrael25

Well Im back yet again. I let my account elapse last year, because I didnt have a job . Well the other day I got an email offering me a year of service for $29 dollars, so I was there.

Got my new credit card and reactivated my account. YAY! I have been unbelievably annoyed lately. I think its the stress from my job. I like Mei's idea, take over an island and declare it sovereign. Okay I had better stop now before I get real crazy. hehe.

Its been over a whole year since my last entry. Hard to believe I have actually been a member that long. Not much has been going on anyway. I quit my job and havent bothered finding another. I go to school everyday for Network Administration. I am a member of the Niagara Frontier Linux User Group. I just back together with my ex and best...
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the long time promise from the beginning
the origin
aren't we supposed to be bound
aren't we supposed to remain
the universe we imagine
the memory we left behind
the time we drain the time we kill
WHAT'S THE NEED FOR A BETTER LIFE?
TELL ME!
spend a day to wonder
spend a night to remember
beyond the pain that each day gives
rising the...
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Im glad you like Tatum, Ill keep posting them for you.

LIFE where suffering is the only satisfaction
sadness of my nights without sleep
anguish to be alone against all
ritual of blood
where I
give my life for yours
spill my blood for you
And we'll be one above their god
To deliver you from the TRAITORS judgement

You ask yourself
Why am I crying?
Why am I lost?
When will it stop?

You were once a beautiful flower
Your petals have all fallen away
Now I am the one who will shield you from the world

You stand in the middle of a path untraveled
You say I am too late to save you
I say only we can save each other

bodies consecrated to the earth
spirit to the light
life isn't infinite
only pain is eternal
cry for this ruined world
you failed to understand
the meaning of life remains a mystery
but now you know the answers to death

I have chosen the dark
I am one with the night
I have lost hope of loving a day of life

Dead inside
I watch the time pass
I await the coming of my day

Sheltered from the rules of men
there color is absent
light is black

til we meet again

to those whom ill miss
and those who would miss me
life is short
but long for the living
going fourth on this uncertain path of the future
seeking an outlet
a path
in vain
stifling forever the hope of a better day
damn my mother for giving birth
prisoner of life
i await my deliverance
i am weary for the...
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I got to go dirt biking today like I hoped. The construction crews opened up a bunch of new trails so I just had to go. I was out there for hours longer than I wanted to be. Then I took a break and sat in the grass and look out over the water. The only time I am happy is when I am completely...
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I was supposed to go dirt biking today. But I forgot it was Saturday and there always a photography class on my trails (blah), I almost ran them down last time. So that got put off until tommorow. So I just took today to get in shape. All this laying around and getting take-out since I quit can't be good. I also want to look...
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Not that anyones actually gonna read it but I will write anyway. What's new with me? Well I just up and quit my job out of nowhere. It felt good too. I should be looking for a new one, but I have some savings put away. So I have time to spend on this site. But I am really starting to climb the walls out...
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