Today I'm melancholic... and I'm going to be melanchonic for a while.
Let's try and banish that with a bit of a recap about facts about myself and the last two months:
01) I've almost given up on drinking
02) I've almost given up on drugs
03) I spent most of my time with Gufina , and I loved it... first time in ages I really enjoy every moment of a relationship, and I guess the last time dates back to 10 years ago... my first, naive, late teens relationships, so I'm not sure they really count.
04) My medical insurance is still not paying me back for the advance money of last August's surgery.
05) That, and paying for the XP8 video, left me almost penniless. It's an interesting experience. At least it came out extremely good, it's going to be featured on several cable TVs in the US and Europe, in several podcasts, and you can still preview it on YouTube here.
06) We are working on a new XP8 EP to come out in January 09: it will feature 4 new songs, several remixes from the album done by other famous industrial-ebm artists, and the video itself as an additional DVD. Possibly with some "behind the scenes" footage.
07) We also have at least 6 songs for the next XP8 album. It will come out in September 09, maybe earlier.
08) We got offers to do a support tour in the US in April 09 (Funker Vogt will be opening) and an headlining tour in Canada in Fall 09.
09) Apart from Kinetik, already confirmed and announced, we will play at least two more festivals next year. Announcements sometime in the near future.
10) I almost don't dress "alternative" anymore. I just don't care for cyber or goth anymore, apart from the musical side of it.
11) My mowhawk is gone and I don't think I want it back, but this might be subject to change.
12) I lost 13kg since June, and I think I will lose 7 more by March 09.
13) I am actually dressing with things I thought would never fit me again. This is an interesting experience,
too.
14) Back to XP8, we are planning TWO more videos for the next release, since you all liked the first so much.
15) Let's see if we can financially do it
Guess that's all.
15 points because the 15th Tarot is The Devil, and it's somewhat a fitting card for this moment.
The Devil is not to be feared but rejoiced. The card is no doubt phallic and sexual but is mostly depicting the harmony between man, beast, earth and spirituality. The third eye tells us that we must see the infinite possibilities within our perceptions... thus the magic of creativity. The goat is also the Scapegoat, labeled and shamed by those who don't understand and refuse to explore their own spiritual side. Smiling and coy, the goat is fearless and confident in being himself. You cannot be fooled as you are more clever than opposition. Peace.
Let's try and banish that with a bit of a recap about facts about myself and the last two months:
01) I've almost given up on drinking
02) I've almost given up on drugs
03) I spent most of my time with Gufina , and I loved it... first time in ages I really enjoy every moment of a relationship, and I guess the last time dates back to 10 years ago... my first, naive, late teens relationships, so I'm not sure they really count.
04) My medical insurance is still not paying me back for the advance money of last August's surgery.
05) That, and paying for the XP8 video, left me almost penniless. It's an interesting experience. At least it came out extremely good, it's going to be featured on several cable TVs in the US and Europe, in several podcasts, and you can still preview it on YouTube here.
06) We are working on a new XP8 EP to come out in January 09: it will feature 4 new songs, several remixes from the album done by other famous industrial-ebm artists, and the video itself as an additional DVD. Possibly with some "behind the scenes" footage.
07) We also have at least 6 songs for the next XP8 album. It will come out in September 09, maybe earlier.
08) We got offers to do a support tour in the US in April 09 (Funker Vogt will be opening) and an headlining tour in Canada in Fall 09.
09) Apart from Kinetik, already confirmed and announced, we will play at least two more festivals next year. Announcements sometime in the near future.
10) I almost don't dress "alternative" anymore. I just don't care for cyber or goth anymore, apart from the musical side of it.
11) My mowhawk is gone and I don't think I want it back, but this might be subject to change.
12) I lost 13kg since June, and I think I will lose 7 more by March 09.
13) I am actually dressing with things I thought would never fit me again. This is an interesting experience,
too.
14) Back to XP8, we are planning TWO more videos for the next release, since you all liked the first so much.
15) Let's see if we can financially do it
Guess that's all.
15 points because the 15th Tarot is The Devil, and it's somewhat a fitting card for this moment.
The Devil is not to be feared but rejoiced. The card is no doubt phallic and sexual but is mostly depicting the harmony between man, beast, earth and spirituality. The third eye tells us that we must see the infinite possibilities within our perceptions... thus the magic of creativity. The goat is also the Scapegoat, labeled and shamed by those who don't understand and refuse to explore their own spiritual side. Smiling and coy, the goat is fearless and confident in being himself. You cannot be fooled as you are more clever than opposition. Peace.
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and im melancholic too
I am just giving it up completely, don't feel I need them anymore at all