azmodan

So, first post in a reeeeeaaally long time. I just want to make a quick point about that:
I would love to be more active here, but the life i lead prevents me from spending that much time here PLUS another issue; i have huge problems posting empty nonsense. When i post, i usually whant something other than talk about..."the weather"...
So, please try not to judge me by the number of updates, or the nober of posts in blogs or forums... I'm really a nice guy...promise



I just came back from visiting a couple of friends for about a week. I had a great time. I spent the last few days of the week in the town i moved away from about a year ago to study. Apart from the town where i grew up, that is the place that as meant the most to me, and the only other place where i have felt like home.
So it was kind of sad when i realised that it whas most likely my last visit there...ever. Everyone i have contact with there have either already moved, or is about to. Walking around there brought back alot of memories. Mostly nice ones, though a bit sad. I could even for the first time in a really long time think back at certain things as something positive. Not fully... more like... 15% or so. But it felt nice. Not just lots of pain.

My life has really taken a huge turn for the better. Made some new friends here (really needed that) and i feel lika i have good contact with my other friends who dont live so close. Things are working out great in the career-area as well. Or at least, it's looking promising.
In making these new friends my life whas i caos for a short while. But that whas still not a bad thing. I needed that so fucking much. Like an emotional alarm-clock.