It is taking me forever to get back on Canada time!!
It's 3 am and I just woke up? and I'm WIDE awake!! gagh!
I just had the most retarded dream... I was an amputee and I hung out with two other amputee's on this dock every day. One was blind, had only one leg, and smoked lots of cigars, the other was 50 something in an electric wheel chair and really grumpy.
I'm nervous to hang out with the ex on thursday.
I'm scared that old feelings will surface, and that he might expect something I can't give right now. *sigh* I think this is going to toss my heart though some serious loops... I've missed him like crazy.
xoxo
It's 3 am and I just woke up? and I'm WIDE awake!! gagh!
I just had the most retarded dream... I was an amputee and I hung out with two other amputee's on this dock every day. One was blind, had only one leg, and smoked lots of cigars, the other was 50 something in an electric wheel chair and really grumpy.
I'm nervous to hang out with the ex on thursday.
I'm scared that old feelings will surface, and that he might expect something I can't give right now. *sigh* I think this is going to toss my heart though some serious loops... I've missed him like crazy.
xoxo
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aandp:
who, peej?
falias:
i know your not pregnant but my weird dreams come when i am pregnant like giving birth to monkeys and chickens