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I'm in oceanside ca .. I like being alone most the time .. I have never felt mo alone or lonely than I do right now

shalil:
💕
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I've been told I'm an asshole .. I've been told I'm an antisocial misanthrope .. Both are accurate .. It is self defence .. If I care about you .. Despite your best efforts you will hurt me ..

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The most worrying thing about existing mainly in and for the darkness is the part where one begins to enjoy the meaner bits. When the blood and guts and gore and sweat and tears and filth begin to fill the lonely hopelessness of existence. There is a blinding light what consumes all feelings. All emotions. Love and joy as equally as sadness and hate. What...
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star:
Your writing is captivating, I read this twice
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In the dead of night..When life's gone silent..And the world's gone cold..My soul whispers your name to the moon..

bloodymongoose:
That thought is scary as all fuck.  (snicker)
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Saturday 7 February 2015 .. I'm drinking all the drinks down at my local watering hole.. The last debate of the evening commences as I'm making my goodbyes .. The punchline is my drinking buddy tells me she's scared for me because quote too smart and a sociopath end quote .. So I let one tear spill out of my right eye while smiling with...
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I’ve got 13 safety pins all in a row

I shoved in my left arm just as straight as you please

Neatly piercing skin and flesh to see the blood flow

Making great effort to feel without falling to my knees

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There’s one for pleasure one for pain

Which go hand in hand

Round and round and round again

Through thick and thin heavy...
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I think I should start writing again..drawing again..wasn't anything fancy..most definitely couldn't be published..my shit is 'way' too dark for public consumption..

Unrelated..

I dig the anonimity of this..I can post here a thought I have literally no one to express to..

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1) If you have tattoos I'm going to stare at you until I get a good enough look at all the visible ones. If there are words and I can't read them I will come up and ask you what it reads.I don't care.

2) I am the antithesis of a fruitarian. All my meals are comprised of things that have either been killed or...
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Sometimes I wish I were a more interesting person. Then, I start thinking what it might mean to be a person. And, even more narrowed down, what it means to be a "man". I don't understand. None of it makes any fucking sense. So, I poor another drink, stare at the wall, and think " fuck it". I'll drink until I can't feel feelings and...
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