azfun

I'm that mixed up one that can't figure out if she's the nice girl or the bad one. I know I'm nothing but normal and probably pretty fucked up. Don't believe me you should read some of my poetry its pretty dark. I was raised the nice sweet choir girl in Kansas. Naive & stupid is what I call it now. I admit the cruel world as fucked with so much that I have been tainted by it. I'm always looking for the good in humankind & open myself up to it but end up just fucking myself or others around. I feel as if I'm a black cat walking under ladders and bursting mirrors with a flash of my eyes. My sheer bad luck in more ways than one. I try to do the good & only end up messing up stuff and it turns out sour. But hey wanna give it a chance & see if my bad luck doesn't rub off on you then message me.
Believe me I know I'm a bitch when it comes to protecting those I truly love & cherish but sometimes I'm too much of a vigilante which in turn turns me into the bitch to the ones I do care for.
Positively I always try to say: "Surround yourself with good people & the bad will die."
And believe me I was good once...I'm just not so sure anymore what to think.
So wanna take a chance and make a friend & I will make sure to try to be a better friend than a bad one then message me. Otherwise I can't promise anything. Right now I'm too fucked up I think for anyone and my bad luck with rub off on you.