i have got to stop thinking about this. it's driving me insane. i can't barely function without it being on my mind.
it's not about me. it's not about me.
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it's not about me. it's not about me.
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i'm a retard. just so i know.
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inventory's done. i'm tired, i'm a little intoxicated and i can barely type.
who wants a fuck?
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who wants a fuck?
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i've been out driving a huge dodge ram pickup with a hemi engine in it all day. i had to rent a car to get to work extra early for inventory tomorrow, and it was all they had. so, me and my best friends were just out cruising around downtown in that big fucking tanker.
we went down to backspace so i could show off...
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we went down to backspace so i could show off...
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i hate wondering. i want love, i want to love, but what is that? the times i've had it i didn't want it. too demanding, unfulfilling, etcetera. i want someone i can just be with. but that's too much to ask.
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ah, pyramid apricot ale... how you spoil me.
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it's the beer and hot dogs update. first off, a recap of the weekend.
i saw two new movies this weekend. the first was charlie and the chocolate factory, which was amazing as expected. tim burton's visuals and twisted humor coupled with johnny depp's beautiful face and in-character acting [rare these days that actors don't just play themselves in every movie] made this one...
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i saw two new movies this weekend. the first was charlie and the chocolate factory, which was amazing as expected. tim burton's visuals and twisted humor coupled with johnny depp's beautiful face and in-character acting [rare these days that actors don't just play themselves in every movie] made this one...
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the following is a clip of someone's response to me voicing my frustrations with how they've been treating me...
"You're the only person who thinks that way. No one else seems to have a problem with me and I don't speak to them any differently than I do to you."
so... my thoughts/feelings are invalid because they're not popular? regardless of the fact that it's...
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"You're the only person who thinks that way. No one else seems to have a problem with me and I don't speak to them any differently than I do to you."
so... my thoughts/feelings are invalid because they're not popular? regardless of the fact that it's...
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venice:
Maybe the world would be a better place if no one had ever realized you could do more with a girl than go to a pizza parlor. Sex messes up a lot of stuff. I don't think pizza parlors have ever messed up anything.
Yeah, people like that aren't really worth your time, since they obviously don't think that you're worth their time. You don't need people like that around you.
Yeah, people like that aren't really worth your time, since they obviously don't think that you're worth their time. You don't need people like that around you.
my only plan at the moment consists of sleeping much of the night with the aid of a dose of leftover valium, and the waking up to go catch charlie and the chocolate factory before work tomorrow afternoon.
i can't help but feel tim and johnny deserve my hard earned cash on opening weekend.
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i can't help but feel tim and johnny deserve my hard earned cash on opening weekend.
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venice:
No, it's just especially Wednesdays that I need hugs.
The preview for that movie scares me. I'm not sure I want to see it...
The preview for that movie scares me. I'm not sure I want to see it...
girly:
I got it, but couldn't reply right away. When I went to reply, I couldn't find it (I have three different email addresses).
Anyway, I just sent you a reply. No worries.
Anyway, I just sent you a reply. No worries.
ok, i thought i would be back to normal by now. i've been sick, and very much so, for about 2 and 1/2 days now, basically unable to keep any food in me for any length of time. i'm a little concerned that this is stress related, but i don't really feel stressed today, so maybe i just got some light food poisoning.
regardless, i...
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regardless, i...
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and now back to our regularly scheduled programming.
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