{music}: The Cure - Just Like Heaven
{mood}: somewhere between wishful and breaking
I ran across one of my old journals earlier. Yeah, I've kept them. This one was for stories and random thoughts, rather than a log of daily events. When I wrote this, I was 17, summer of 2001. A summer I'd as soon rather forget than remember. Depression galore. I was reading...
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{mood}: somewhere between wishful and breaking
I ran across one of my old journals earlier. Yeah, I've kept them. This one was for stories and random thoughts, rather than a log of daily events. When I wrote this, I was 17, summer of 2001. A summer I'd as soon rather forget than remember. Depression galore. I was reading...
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Just to get this off my chest now.....I HATE YOU SAN DIEGO!!!
Okay, phew!
So, yeah, I'm home. Late. About 24 hours late. And I have a good reason why. Why? I ended up in the emergency room last night.
Oh! Right! The trip! Yeah, it contributed to that.
Friday: Leave here in the morning to go to San Diego. Went to Hayward first...
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Okay, phew!
So, yeah, I'm home. Late. About 24 hours late. And I have a good reason why. Why? I ended up in the emergency room last night.
Oh! Right! The trip! Yeah, it contributed to that.
Friday: Leave here in the morning to go to San Diego. Went to Hayward first...
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carpe_diem:
^^^^^ ^^^^^
wooo pics of you
wooo pics of you
aliceinmyhead:
Dude seriously. You and EvilLynn rocked! It totally made my night to meet you guys!
Hello there kids.
How are you?
I'm doing fine.
Going to San Diego now, be back Saturday.
LATA SUCKAS!!!!
*zooms off*
How are you?
I'm doing fine.
Going to San Diego now, be back Saturday.
LATA SUCKAS!!!!
*zooms off*
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niobe:
A 
just because.
Have an awesome week.
just because.
Have an awesome week.
jasonxstar:
hey you!!
just wanted to say hi and we gotta get together soon..miss ya!
just wanted to say hi and we gotta get together soon..miss ya!
So, here it is, 2:21 am. 12 hours from now, I'll be getting ready for work. 24 hours from now, I'll be sleeping. 36 hours from now, I'll be on my way to Street Scene to go see AFI and Ludacris. Wow, how long has it been since I've done a road trip? Late February? I think I'm long overdue, don't you?
I'm not entirely...
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I'm not entirely...
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evillynn:
Have fun! and dance for me
mistressmissy:
its probably cheeper at the bug too. mine was 14.
Oy.....
....the things I do to go see AFI...
Okay boys, you better make this trip worthwhile, or else I'll have to beat you.
....the things I do to go see AFI...
Okay boys, you better make this trip worthwhile, or else I'll have to beat you.
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stuckinthetrunk:
I'll put a word in and make sure everything comes out ok. 
yuriel:
Awh. 
*Hugs*
Well I'm not AFI but you could come see me if ya want I'm all bored and stuff
Just kidding. I woudlnt drag anyone BUT my worst enemies into the hell that is here heh.
*Hugs*
Well I'm not AFI but you could come see me if ya want
I'm all bored and stuff
Just kidding. I woudlnt drag anyone BUT my worst enemies into the hell that is here heh.
Okay, God, or whoever might be up there controlling the show....
I understand that from time to time, you're going to want to test me. To test my faith, belief and most likely, my patience.
However...NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO DO THAT!!!!
And you know why this, of all times and weeks, is not the best time to do so. PRESSURE! So please...
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I understand that from time to time, you're going to want to test me. To test my faith, belief and most likely, my patience.
However...NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO DO THAT!!!!
And you know why this, of all times and weeks, is not the best time to do so. PRESSURE! So please...
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alisa:
i know whenever i'm taking self-portraits i always end up with the same expression. but i'm working on it before i start my real sets that's coming up soon.
hopefully i'll start shooting this week.
hopefully i'll start shooting this week.
lydia:
I haven't been around in a while.
Just letting you know, I'm kinda here!
Just letting you know, I'm kinda here!
I'm tired.
And bored.
And lonely.
Most of my friends are...not...in this area, are far far away.
Someone come veg out in front of the tube with me!
Please?
I'll make you dinner.
Added at 3:20 am: Oookay, instead of visiting me, look at my wishlist and get a few ideas. My birthday is less than 3 weeks away, for all I know, I might...
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And bored.
And lonely.
Most of my friends are...not...in this area, are far far away.
Someone come veg out in front of the tube with me!
Please?
I'll make you dinner.
Added at 3:20 am: Oookay, instead of visiting me, look at my wishlist and get a few ideas. My birthday is less than 3 weeks away, for all I know, I might...
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boxofficepoison:
I'll be lonely and bored in Santa Rosa come the end of the week.
I WANNA VENT GOD MOTHER FUCKING DAMMIT!!!!!!!
(We need a code on here that allows one to resize the font, because god dammit, that first sentence is not big enough)
I hate money, it's the root of all fucking evil. When you don't have it, your life is fucked and when you do have it, you don't have enough OF it.
So today was payday...
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(We need a code on here that allows one to resize the font, because god dammit, that first sentence is not big enough)
I hate money, it's the root of all fucking evil. When you don't have it, your life is fucked and when you do have it, you don't have enough OF it.
So today was payday...
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hera:
They cant dock you pay like that because a customer thought you were sleeping that is against the law!! You need to get that damn pay.
squidproquo:
i feel your pain-- this happens to me constantly. my husband works while i go to school and take care of the baby, and i can budget every cent he makes but we still end up living off of old spaghettios for the last 4 days of a pay period. people can be such assholes. hope things get better for you.
Sooooo yeah....
I quit the wine bar yesterday. Fuck 'em all, I be makin' hella bank at the porn shop. Seriously. I'm making a shitload of money there. Since it's all under the table and shiz.
So, being that I'm still going to have some money left over after I take $400 out for next months rent...I'm not quite sure on what to do with...
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I quit the wine bar yesterday. Fuck 'em all, I be makin' hella bank at the porn shop. Seriously. I'm making a shitload of money there. Since it's all under the table and shiz.
So, being that I'm still going to have some money left over after I take $400 out for next months rent...I'm not quite sure on what to do with...
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zappagonzo:
All right! Fuck the wine bar. Since it's a wine bar working in a porn shop does sound better.
tank_ex_mortis:
Dude, you said both "hella" and "shiz." I may have to call for an intervention.
I agree with Kara, AT&T's plan's nice as hell. Plus, it's free to call other people with the same plan, so you could call MEEEE!!!
I agree with Kara, AT&T's plan's nice as hell. Plus, it's free to call other people with the same plan, so you could call MEEEE!!!
Well, since I got my speakers working again...but finding my old speakers and hooking them up to my computer, I have been on a downloading spree as of late. Especially since Sorcha suggested I download Limewire. That program is my new favorite toy. My Winamp list has increased significantly. As you can see, music plays a significant role in my life. I let it speak...
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it_thing_hard_on:
Mazzy Star covered Sweet Jane? Did not know that.
truthfatal:
You have good tase in music.
YOU seem to be missing the chicken song though
bok bok chewy
YOU seem to be missing the chicken song though
bok bok chewy
I'm all right... A few years of therapy and crying myself to sleep at night will mend the shattered pieces of my heart. That or you coming over for some BBQ. Either one.