ayla

So...I haven't updated recently.

Woe is you. You have nothing new to read.

I blew off all my journals, most of my sites and a couple of my friends. I got yelled at today by my boss for my "attitude" at work yesterday.

I think I had an episode yesterday. Remember: I have PTSD and most anything can trigger it if given I'm in the right mindframe.

I ate red meat yesterday, first time this year. I craved blood and I got it and it didn't satisfy me in the least.

Under normal circumstances, I would have avoided red meat at all costs...but like I said, I was pissy yesterday and I craved blood. Naturally, killing and cannabalism are outlawed in this country, so I resorted to the next best thing.

So there's my cardinal sin for the year.