God this is the weirdest thing. So I've been working with Aleister Crowley's tarot deck for about a year now, and absinthe as well. The properties of Grand Wormwood magically speaking is that it brings together dreams and reality, instead of them feeling so different, as well as preventing witchcraft. So I've been having these nightmares recently and waking up in the middle of the night, and consequetively have (yeah i just made up a new word: with sequence) and the nightmares often end in a tarot reading, not like thats how my life is, but there are things in the dreams that are explaining to me the way others are acting near to me, and this all started last year...around October, when I started on my script, Campbell's. A film about blood drinking and boy scouts and witchcraft. I started noticing things in my writing were actually happening; as it felt almost like translation of these esoteric and mysterious messages not like "from a creepy little voice" but the way that, you know, writers have in the past, and present, and will continue to, often describe a supernatural being dictating to them what to write. It actually happens 10% of the time with writers, that they use this "style" or have done it at least once (Joel Feinberg, "Doing Philosophy"). The nightmares are often of sexual crimes and sexual control and sexually/personally/spiritually abusive relationships of neighbors and friends (some ex friends now, because they were being quite deceptive and very aggressive about covering it up); I feel like I've been bastardized by some people and then I can't figure it out in the day time. I go about my life quite happily but there are some people that like to ruin that, consider it funny, a form of entertainment and intelligence, or of proving it. I'm not sure why though.
I recently became friends with Miley Cyrus, too, as well as Wayne Coyne, of the Flaming Lips. They produced a video called "Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds" that has gotten some strange attention recently, but its largely dealing with the same phenomenas and subject matter, though in a short video. It's quite a trip. I highly recommend watching it on youtube or wherever. You might understand me a little better, too. Thanks.