okay, yyyeeaahh, the boy thing:
he is back in my life and will not explain his change of heart and will not talk about his freakout. at all.
i only see him a couple of times a week as i am busy, leaving for a month, and scared of a repeat situation.
but again: i am leaving for a trip so i am mostly juiced about that, and the idea of leaving the freeman fuckin finally, which is good cuz these last two weeks so far are unbelieveably hard i DO NOT want to be there i have had enough! of that place and the awful way they treat their employees.
but i would be lying through my teeth if i said i didn't love him. he is back to his old, cuddly, gift givin ways. i dunno, i'm just gonna enjoy it while i can before i leave or before he has another depressive episode, whichever comes first
he is back in my life and will not explain his change of heart and will not talk about his freakout. at all.
i only see him a couple of times a week as i am busy, leaving for a month, and scared of a repeat situation.
but again: i am leaving for a trip so i am mostly juiced about that, and the idea of leaving the freeman fuckin finally, which is good cuz these last two weeks so far are unbelieveably hard i DO NOT want to be there i have had enough! of that place and the awful way they treat their employees.
but i would be lying through my teeth if i said i didn't love him. he is back to his old, cuddly, gift givin ways. i dunno, i'm just gonna enjoy it while i can before i leave or before he has another depressive episode, whichever comes first
I'm hoping to hit that comfort zone with my current boy eventually..it'll probably happen after some theraputic work with myself though.