My shoot yesterday started off a little rocky and kept up. lol. My girl was nervous and it sort of showed...plus she's scared she's pregnant so...ya know? But we did get some great shots that will add to our portfolios.

In other (more embarrassing and hilarious) news...my daughter has officially discovered her private parts. hahahahaha. She sticks her hand down there every time I change her diaper. She's also figured out how to take her clothes off She did it in the grocery store the other day and she had her shirt off before we noticed she was doing it. lmao. Anyway, my daughter has also started giving kisses.
hehe. Sooooooo cute! She's been very lovable the past couple of days.
I love her so much!
I'm trying to teach her to say I love you and she can almost do it. yay!
So yeah...I have another shoot today when I really should be cleaning so that when the movers get here we're prepared for them and there's no confusion about what should stay with us and what needs to go. *sigh* I do NOT want to move! I love it here so much even though there's the hurricane season coming up and everything. Ugh. I just love being this close to the beach and how relatively quiet it is here but I can still go out and have fun if I want to (and have a baby sitter...) and I want to stay. bleh. I wish I had a fucking choice. It really sucks not having a say in where you're going to live. I was worried about moving here and I got lucky but not so much with fucking Jacksonville, North fucking Carolina. ugh....fuck that. It's supposed to be the biggest shit-hole ever! ugh. I'm not happy. Anyway. I guess I'll make the best of it...even though we don't even have a house yet and we're leaving on Wednesday and they're coming to take our stuff away tomorrow. *sigh*
Sorry for that last bitchy part. I can't say most of what I do on here, in person. I can't talk about my problems to people for fear of me starting a bitchfest or coming across wrong and being rude when I'm just trying to tell them something. It happens all the time. bleh. I hate myself sometimes.
Ok. really...just look at those pictures again and forget I ever said anything bad.
I'm a happy fucking bisexual camper.
Love,
Aydan!
it wasn't tooooo bad, but I was 10 when it happened, so my view would probably be different now. You'll be close to the beach....?