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ayastigi

Hot Springs

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Thursday Dec 03, 2009

Dec 3, 2009
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Soooo I've been in this huge depression lately. The kind where I can sleep for days and hate having to leave my house. I also started a diet today. Yuck. I'm just not so happy with myself at the moment, I need to quit comparing my body to other people's because it really isn't realistic to think I will ever be a size 2...
I'm also on this "I'm going to be alone forever" kick. Lol I live in a smaller area where ppl like me with tatts and life size posters of Freddy Krueger are not really commontongue. I'm a weirdo that lives in a fantasy land half the time and that isn't going to change anytime soon so neither will my single status I guess...

I always have my pappa chesterlove
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turbulence:
all the best! xxx
Dec 4, 2009
emperor_rayne:
You ARE amazingly beautiful. Instead of comparing yourself to others, I think others should compare themselves to you and see the many areas they lack.

And don't worry about living in a small area...I lived in Southeastern Ohio in a town that had 950 people in it. It's nice to visit, but now I have the opportunity to get out and travel and see a lot of different places. You will too if you look for the opportunities....they're pretty sneaky these days.

And yes, weirdos aren't common enough...so that's why I have to do double duty to show people what they're missing! wink
Dec 5, 2009

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