Good morning. I know it's not really morning, i just don't care. i haven't been on here much lately because i moved at the beginning of the month, and don't have internet at the new place yet. I'd update from work, but yeah, no. way too NSFW. oh well.
I've been working about 50 hours a week since they announced that OT was available. i think i'm burning myself out. so i took this weekend off. no OT at all. made me happy to get off work at 5 sharp on Thursday, and not have to worry about work until Sunday morning. so now i'm thinking i'll just do the OT thing every other week or something. just, cut back a bit, still make a good amount of extra hours, but not so much that i want to die from it. yeah, i'm a lazy bum.
I've been writing prose/lyrics/shit lately, which is never a good sign. means i'm rather depressed. perhaps i should do something about that. like start a band. ha. i've been trying to go out more, be more social. which mostly means i stand around in a group of people, sometimes with a drink in my hand, sometimes not. I went to Beauty Bar on Thursday, and then Emos Lounge to see Widows & Orphans on Friday. after Widows, i walked to Beauty Bar. i'm friends with some of the guys in Widow's, but we're not that close. i'd like someone or some people to go to shows and such with. like Friday: a hardcore-ish show, followed by Beauty Bar, however you'd classify that place. definitely not hardcore. or perhaps i should concentrate more on figuring out where i honestly fit in, instead of trying to find someone with whom i can stick out like a sore thumb. an attractive thumb, but a sore one nonetheless. my, how i do go on.
i've been listening to William Shatner's Has Been album a lot lately. it's actually rather good. just thought i'd share that with you.
alright, i can see you're on the verge of falling asleep, so i'll stop now. have a good day!
I've been working about 50 hours a week since they announced that OT was available. i think i'm burning myself out. so i took this weekend off. no OT at all. made me happy to get off work at 5 sharp on Thursday, and not have to worry about work until Sunday morning. so now i'm thinking i'll just do the OT thing every other week or something. just, cut back a bit, still make a good amount of extra hours, but not so much that i want to die from it. yeah, i'm a lazy bum.
I've been writing prose/lyrics/shit lately, which is never a good sign. means i'm rather depressed. perhaps i should do something about that. like start a band. ha. i've been trying to go out more, be more social. which mostly means i stand around in a group of people, sometimes with a drink in my hand, sometimes not. I went to Beauty Bar on Thursday, and then Emos Lounge to see Widows & Orphans on Friday. after Widows, i walked to Beauty Bar. i'm friends with some of the guys in Widow's, but we're not that close. i'd like someone or some people to go to shows and such with. like Friday: a hardcore-ish show, followed by Beauty Bar, however you'd classify that place. definitely not hardcore. or perhaps i should concentrate more on figuring out where i honestly fit in, instead of trying to find someone with whom i can stick out like a sore thumb. an attractive thumb, but a sore one nonetheless. my, how i do go on.
i've been listening to William Shatner's Has Been album a lot lately. it's actually rather good. just thought i'd share that with you.
alright, i can see you're on the verge of falling asleep, so i'll stop now. have a good day!
kadylady:
Sometimes despair is the best inspiration/ motivater. I personally work best when i feel soul crushing sadness or overwhelming spite- it gets my blood flowing. btw- are you going to High on FIre with Mono @ emo's on Sept.27th?
axisofpudding:
yeah, i tried writing while happy once, it was horrid. i just can't seem to be inspired unless i'm miserable. oh well. i'm not sure if i'm going on the 27th. i don't really like High on Fire, but i kinda dig Mono, so i'm torn. i'll let you know what i decide, though. are you?