As I've been heard saying many
a times before.. I'm completely
in love with Portland.
Last week, I do believe I
found myself there twice.
One with both Tim and Carmen,
we found a park by a ritz
college with a pond that was
covered, just covered with
ducks,geese, and crows.
Oh how we fed them!
We fed them good.
-heh- We also..
played on...
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a times before.. I'm completely
in love with Portland.
Last week, I do believe I
found myself there twice.
One with both Tim and Carmen,
we found a park by a ritz
college with a pond that was
covered, just covered with
ducks,geese, and crows.
Oh how we fed them!
We fed them good.
-heh- We also..
played on...
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How completely amazing
is the realization that I
managed to sleep over 12
hours in one.. would
it be.. laying? -ha ha ha-
That's pretty sad.
I guess, in a sence I
deserved it, the lack of
sleep has been great
for the past couple of
days.
Work is endless and my
willingness to be a night
owl is just as endless.
Yesterday was lovely....
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is the realization that I
managed to sleep over 12
hours in one.. would
it be.. laying? -ha ha ha-
That's pretty sad.
I guess, in a sence I
deserved it, the lack of
sleep has been great
for the past couple of
days.
Work is endless and my
willingness to be a night
owl is just as endless.
Yesterday was lovely....
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fanboy001:
Shame on you for not being able to go see Mr.Trelawney! 
filmme:
Only 12 hours... ? We need to find a way for you to sleep through one day.
It's crazy. You go to bed, on a Tuesday perhaps, convinced that when your eyes peek open for the next time you are waking up on, well, Wednesday. Then, as you realize you have missed what can only be an entire day you say "Holy sweet shit... it's fucking Thursday!"
And it's all terribly confusing.
*crosses THAT one off the list of things to do before thirty*
It's crazy. You go to bed, on a Tuesday perhaps, convinced that when your eyes peek open for the next time you are waking up on, well, Wednesday. Then, as you realize you have missed what can only be an entire day you say "Holy sweet shit... it's fucking Thursday!"
And it's all terribly confusing.
*crosses THAT one off the list of things to do before thirty*
-cries-
Jia got archived.
That hurts me.
Jia got archived.
That hurts me.
thecowboy:
..you?..close.. 
_v_:
so many archived ones
nooo
make it stop
nooo
make it stop
The conversation between myself, Carmen, and Tim over my friend
Damion was rather harsh.
It's understandable that for most
people, throwing away relationships..
friendships.. marriages and the like..
is an easy event to do.
But, I am not like most people.
Damion has complicated
situations, that I understand..
truly they are situations that I
do not want to find myself in the
middle of, true....
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Damion was rather harsh.
It's understandable that for most
people, throwing away relationships..
friendships.. marriages and the like..
is an easy event to do.
But, I am not like most people.
Damion has complicated
situations, that I understand..
truly they are situations that I
do not want to find myself in the
middle of, true....
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thecowboy:
..hey i know i dont know ya..but for the record..relationships arent gonna give you any freedom it thats what youre lookin for..hope you have better days..by the way i think id be blessed beyond belife to have a cute gal like yourself around..id want to keep you around...
fanboy001:
Some times doing things that are good for you are exacley that GOOD FOR YOU... It's NOT being self-centered if you are hurt and need to heal...Letting go of somthing that bothers you is more healthy then alowing it to irritate you more.
Waking up at 8 something in the morning..
when your norm is almost noon.
hurts.
What a lazy ass I've become.
I remember when I first moved here..
it was clockwork to be up by 9..
but.. then.. sleeping started
around mindnight.. lately sleeping
starts closer to morning then anything
else.
So, yes.. early morning wakingness to
stand in the cold infront on the
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when your norm is almost noon.
hurts.
What a lazy ass I've become.
I remember when I first moved here..
it was clockwork to be up by 9..
but.. then.. sleeping started
around mindnight.. lately sleeping
starts closer to morning then anything
else.
So, yes.. early morning wakingness to
stand in the cold infront on the
social...
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suicidesmitty:
lollipop. yummy. I dare you to try and top it. Triple dogg dare in fact.
awkward:
I'm tempted.. so very tempted.
But.. I don't really want to show anyone up..
-stops-
wait.. yes.. yes I do.
wow. That horrible.
Shame on me.
-cringe-
shame, shame...
But.. I don't really want to show anyone up..
-stops-
wait.. yes.. yes I do.
wow. That horrible.
Shame on me.
-cringe-
shame, shame...
It has begun to dawn on me that I should have
not traded shifts with Miss Brandy.
It's just another missed opportunity to do
something that I wanted to do.
Maybe I should just call in sick, and
just tell them of how the movie popcorn and
gummy worm mixture did an unsettling job
on my stomach. Surely.. that would be
lying. But, it's just...
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not traded shifts with Miss Brandy.
It's just another missed opportunity to do
something that I wanted to do.
Maybe I should just call in sick, and
just tell them of how the movie popcorn and
gummy worm mixture did an unsettling job
on my stomach. Surely.. that would be
lying. But, it's just...
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gunter:
The only thing that can even encourage me to leave my house in the morning is a decent shower....I have about died a few times falling asleep while leaning againts the wall in the shower. I'm sorry about your Target job. I gave two years of my life to that store. "Can I interest you in a saving ten percent?" *shudder*
I checked my SG application page tonight.
Two more heads have been colored in.
Meaning? It's time for the photo-set.
I have some ideas for what I could do.
But, the process of getting myself
in front of a camera raises some
complications.
I've also come to realize that
I completely crave affection, just
the feeling of being in someone's arms.
The warmth and bliss....
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Two more heads have been colored in.
Meaning? It's time for the photo-set.
I have some ideas for what I could do.
But, the process of getting myself
in front of a camera raises some
complications.
I've also come to realize that
I completely crave affection, just
the feeling of being in someone's arms.
The warmth and bliss....
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kayla_:
you are beautiful and i very much look forward to seeing a set from you
soeffinhappy:
Take the leap girl, you only live once! If you wanna do it don't let your inhibitions bring you down!
I FUCKING HATE DANIEL.
If there wasn't someone that i just craved that
he would just end his fucking life..
he is it.
I am true testiment that getting along
with old boyfriends in a major
no-no.
At least trying to get along with
obsessive assholes.. with nothing
better to do but remind you of
what a bitch to them you are.
I hope you're...
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If there wasn't someone that i just craved that
he would just end his fucking life..
he is it.
I am true testiment that getting along
with old boyfriends in a major
no-no.
At least trying to get along with
obsessive assholes.. with nothing
better to do but remind you of
what a bitch to them you are.
I hope you're...
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gunter:
Yay! You made me a friend. Friends are great.
fanboy001:
Hmmm...that is VERY young!!! 16 will get you 20...maybe 15 on good behavior.
My piercing has decided to remind me that it is still
in my eyebrow. The itching is madness!
I'm only assuming that I should go soak it
in the highly soothing mixture of salt and water..
but I have other things to do..
Silence is nice when there isn't anything
bad happening in your life. The solitude catches
you and doesn't let you go until...
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in my eyebrow. The itching is madness!
I'm only assuming that I should go soak it
in the highly soothing mixture of salt and water..
but I have other things to do..
Silence is nice when there isn't anything
bad happening in your life. The solitude catches
you and doesn't let you go until...
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I need:
*food
*someone to kiss
*these cats to stop meowing
Why are good vocals such
a turn on. -hmph-
*food
*someone to kiss
*these cats to stop meowing
Why are good vocals such
a turn on. -hmph-
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gunter:
I worked for Target as a slave in high school. You have my fullest amounts of empathy and sympathy. Sounds like you need to find someone with nice lips and a safeway club card.
awkward:
The pressage of the ramen gave me no
satisfaction for my hunger.
But, alas.. it did give me a pleasent
mental image.
-giggle-
satisfaction for my hunger.
But, alas.. it did give me a pleasent
mental image.
-giggle-
when i looked through the pics, i soooo wanted to click the next one and see you all stretched out--not curled--to sense the full proportions of this beautiful woman. please???????
oh, and your skin is just perfect and delicious.
*purrs and mutters WOW to himself*
i hope we get to see more of beautiful awkward.