awkward

This afternoon found me in
one of the most intense feelings of
pain I've ever experienced.

No, MrTrelawney it
wasn't because of you..
-innocent smile-

I decided to get my nipples pierced
finally.. I woke up today and
just dedicated myself to going
through with it..

My conversation with Fanboy001 aided in
my decision. I had forgot about
it for a while, but speaking with him..
reminded me..

Speaking of Brad.. I spent some
of my evening with him..
Drove into Portland.. had some
coffee.. lusted over damn rich
people houses.. yes, it was a
lovely night.. spent with a lovely
person.. and such things..

Aw.. major bummer with Patrick..
i think I killed our outing today..
but I'm good at making up bad
experiences.. next time..
next time..

(i'll finish this later.. i need
to call someone...)