awkward

Sometimes I just feel so utterly tired.
As though the first few hours after
waking are the only moments that
my energy is soaring. If I ponder that
thought for a moment, the realization
that maybe I let too much of my
energy go during those first
hours may be the cause of me losing
all energy later. But, to find a balance,
a control to the release of energy,
is hard.

Luckly enough I was let out
of work an hour early, but it
wasn't because I was tired but
because there just wasn't anything
to do, surely being paid to do
nothing is.. well, nothing to complain
about, but.. the day was too lovely
to waste at work. So, now I waste
it at home.. sitting in front
of my computer.

To stay on the subject of
work, MrTrelawney came to
visit. With excellent timing,
considering he appeared
exactly at the time I was
going on my lunch break.

We spoke some, he truly is
just lovely. ^_^ Though, it
seems as though he had a
hard time looking at me.
Which is fine, I hope I didn't make
him nervous. That would have
been a shame.

But, I feel my body starting to
feel a slightly heavy..
some sort of clue that maybe I
should lie down.

The fall in Washington is beautiful.
The sun and the clouds..
lets a rosie color flood the area.

It'll be almost 6 months
since I moved..
and though I want to call
this area home..

It still doesn't feel like it.