There was pounding on my
door at 9 in the morning.
I cracked my eyes open to
let the daylight daze me,
Tim is pounding outside my door..
something about there being
something I had to see.
I'm stumbling out of bed..
sleeply searching for a sweater..
a shirt.. anything to wear..
I'm walking downstairs as
he heads towards the door,
I ask him..
if...
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door at 9 in the morning.
I cracked my eyes open to
let the daylight daze me,
Tim is pounding outside my door..
something about there being
something I had to see.
I'm stumbling out of bed..
sleeply searching for a sweater..
a shirt.. anything to wear..
I'm walking downstairs as
he heads towards the door,
I ask him..
if...
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I could sit here and write of all the
bad things that happened today.
All the things that made my
heart race. Not out of love, but
out of coming too close to
some horrible disaster.
I could write of the headache
that my job gives me and
how it just isn't fun anymore.
And, how terriblely rude
people can be.
But, I lack desire...
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bad things that happened today.
All the things that made my
heart race. Not out of love, but
out of coming too close to
some horrible disaster.
I could write of the headache
that my job gives me and
how it just isn't fun anymore.
And, how terriblely rude
people can be.
But, I lack desire...
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thecowboy:
..my admiration is hidden in the semblance of your words.. 
stina:
xox
The thing is that I am not scared to
open myself up to the world.
I keep saying that my lack of
trust in people holds me back, but
the more I look at that so-called
"way of life", the more I become aware
that I don't hold truth to that.
I won't deny that I am cynical
and paranoid, but I am honest.
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open myself up to the world.
I keep saying that my lack of
trust in people holds me back, but
the more I look at that so-called
"way of life", the more I become aware
that I don't hold truth to that.
I won't deny that I am cynical
and paranoid, but I am honest.
Or...
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soeffinhappy:
Killing someone ninja style? I never knew that you were such a badass....
:note to self, do not piss off Awkward:
:note to self, do not piss off Awkward:
Are there any limitations to attraction?
To be asked what it is that one
personally finds attractive in a
person is something that can't be
answered. Atleast, not by someone
like myself.
I don't know what I'm attracted to.
It usually takes me being
around someone to fully
appreciate my own ideas of
what I find attractive. Because,
it's different with everyone that
I meet....
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To be asked what it is that one
personally finds attractive in a
person is something that can't be
answered. Atleast, not by someone
like myself.
I don't know what I'm attracted to.
It usually takes me being
around someone to fully
appreciate my own ideas of
what I find attractive. Because,
it's different with everyone that
I meet....
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rdog:
I couldn't have said it better myself......you are by far the sweetest girl i've ever met "in writing". 
gunter:
wow.
This afternoon found me in
one of the most intense feelings of
pain I've ever experienced.
No, MrTrelawney it
wasn't because of you..
-innocent smile-
I decided to get my nipples pierced
finally.. I woke up today and
just dedicated myself to going
through with it..
My conversation with Fanboy001 aided in
my decision. I had forgot about
it for a while, but speaking with...
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one of the most intense feelings of
pain I've ever experienced.
No, MrTrelawney it
wasn't because of you..
-innocent smile-
I decided to get my nipples pierced
finally.. I woke up today and
just dedicated myself to going
through with it..
My conversation with Fanboy001 aided in
my decision. I had forgot about
it for a while, but speaking with...
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thecowboy:
..intense pain from peirced nips?..i can only imagine..yikes..
fanboy001:
I had fun too
It makes me feel like such a pathetic
loser, when I go out with someone..
and I have nothing to say.
When out with Brian yesterday..
he took me out to lunch..
I introduced him to mochi
ice cream.
I fixed his TOOL mp3 list..
the titles.. were all wrong..
which was just sad..
I called a certain
SG-member to see if it was
still...
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loser, when I go out with someone..
and I have nothing to say.
When out with Brian yesterday..
he took me out to lunch..
I introduced him to mochi
ice cream.
I fixed his TOOL mp3 list..
the titles.. were all wrong..
which was just sad..
I called a certain
SG-member to see if it was
still...
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harliquin:
thats so cool you play bass too, or, have a bass to play anyway....i just prefer my fender jazz, its the first bass i ever played. i like fenders, my first guitar was a 1960 fender stratocaster. that ones not for sale!
disappearhere:
The problem is that it is way too easy too get suckied into the ebay trap. Like with me, I'll be looking at stupid shit that I don't need and then I'll just bid, without thinking.
Sometimes I just type in crazy shit like glass eyeball or used socks, ya know, just to see if there is anything.
I once sold a human soul on ebay, that was my most exciting auction. It was a joke of course but you'd be surprised at how many bid I got.
Anyways, pretty dresses make me go all weak in the knees too, only in a different way I think.
Sometimes I just type in crazy shit like glass eyeball or used socks, ya know, just to see if there is anything.
I once sold a human soul on ebay, that was my most exciting auction. It was a joke of course but you'd be surprised at how many bid I got.
Anyways, pretty dresses make me go all weak in the knees too, only in a different way I think.
I picked up my new baby around
midnight. Her sleek body, so smooth.
The noises she makes, such
a powerful purr. She gives me enough
to keep me interested,
and restrains because she's new to me.
I don't want to hurt her, my
lovely red baby.
I'll drive your clutch gently..
'91 toyota tercel..
You're as hot as the hula girl
decals in your windows.....
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midnight. Her sleek body, so smooth.
The noises she makes, such
a powerful purr. She gives me enough
to keep me interested,
and restrains because she's new to me.
I don't want to hurt her, my
lovely red baby.
I'll drive your clutch gently..
'91 toyota tercel..
You're as hot as the hula girl
decals in your windows.....
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olsen:
When are you coming into town? Looks like you're just across the border....Printer skills.....I know someone if you're really interested....
disappearhere:
Aaaah, the '91 Toyota Tercel. A masterpiece of automotive engineering.
I named my truck Benicio Del Toyota.
Get it? Like Benicio Del Toro but with Toyota at the end...hahahaha, whew.
I named my truck Benicio Del Toyota.
Get it? Like Benicio Del Toro but with Toyota at the end...hahahaha, whew.
I uploaded some fotos this morning,
just some fotos taken during my
trip to cali.
What can I say it was a crazy night.
I think I had told Fatih about
the Sucidegirls thing by then.
But, I'm not sure.
Anyway.. at some point we started
swaping clothes. Which is hilarious
because I'm tiny.. 5'1 or so..
and he's 6'something or other..
It was a...
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just some fotos taken during my
trip to cali.
What can I say it was a crazy night.
I think I had told Fatih about
the Sucidegirls thing by then.
But, I'm not sure.
Anyway.. at some point we started
swaping clothes. Which is hilarious
because I'm tiny.. 5'1 or so..
and he's 6'something or other..
It was a...
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soeffinhappy:
Wow they went that good? Congratulations!!! I'm sure Erin and Missy and the rest will be creamin their jeans over them.
freakpirate:
Well, I certainly wouldn't mind you sticking around. My head may go explody again some day and who knows, I just might need some help.
So, it's finally going to happen.
I'm meeting with my foto-guy
to snap up some pictures for SG
this afternoon.
Thank goodness I find him to be a
doll. Me and cameras have never
been friends. Okay, more like me
and cameras when someone else
is behind the lense have never
been friends.
No turning back now.
Not that I want to or anything.
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I'm meeting with my foto-guy
to snap up some pictures for SG
this afternoon.
Thank goodness I find him to be a
doll. Me and cameras have never
been friends. Okay, more like me
and cameras when someone else
is behind the lense have never
been friends.
No turning back now.
Not that I want to or anything.
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rdog:
can't wait.....
rxqueen:
awww have fun!!
Wow.
So, that.. remotely sucked.
No show on Siren's side, which
is completely fine. From her journal..
it's rather apparent that she is
ill.
The night was not a total loss..
met another potential
Suicide Girl..
She is fucking amazing.
Not to mention adorable..
with stellar tattoos.
Oh well.
Either way tomorrow should be
fun.. or at least.. very interesting.
..yes.. interesting.
So, that.. remotely sucked.
No show on Siren's side, which
is completely fine. From her journal..
it's rather apparent that she is
ill.
The night was not a total loss..
met another potential
Suicide Girl..
She is fucking amazing.
Not to mention adorable..
with stellar tattoos.
Oh well.
Either way tomorrow should be
fun.. or at least.. very interesting.
..yes.. interesting.
gunter:
Good luck tomorrow. Give me a ring sometime to let me know how it goes. Hell, give me a ring for any reason.
rdog:
thank you for your reply.....i'm very flattered. you made me smile..... i'm going to add you as a friend!
To say that is it cold here in Vancouver,
is a remark that gets you strange
looks of "duh!" similiar to thoses
of being surprised about there
not being anything good on the radio.
I made it to California safely,
the plane ride was short and
the time filled with conversation
with the elderly gentleman seated
next to me. A golfer from Sacramento,
who flew...
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is a remark that gets you strange
looks of "duh!" similiar to thoses
of being surprised about there
not being anything good on the radio.
I made it to California safely,
the plane ride was short and
the time filled with conversation
with the elderly gentleman seated
next to me. A golfer from Sacramento,
who flew...
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gunter:
Welcome back. You were missed.
rdog:
hey.....just saw your pics in the SGHopefuls section......very cute!
This trip to California was a trip
back into my past, a place that
for a while I was scared.. and
unsure I was truly willing to visit.
Having Fatih be the first familiar
person to see from the time
I got off the plane was amazing.
I melted in his arms, remembered
the warmth and happiness of
being held by someone that
cares about...
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back into my past, a place that
for a while I was scared.. and
unsure I was truly willing to visit.
Having Fatih be the first familiar
person to see from the time
I got off the plane was amazing.
I melted in his arms, remembered
the warmth and happiness of
being held by someone that
cares about...
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fanboy001:
Emotional... but sounds like it might have been good for your heart...I hope you were able to gain a better understanding of things that were foggy to you before the trip... it sounds like that might be what happend.
i guess if you can do it i can too.......be prepared SG..be prepared.