awen

sometimes death seems like such a welcoming friend...Just to go to sleep forever. Sleep is my only escape from this tourturous reality. Im so tired of everything, and even drinking wont drown the voices in my head or numb the pain in my heart. I'm going to bed, and so help me if the demons that have been tormenting my dreams as of late, steal my rest from me tonight Im gonna loose it... lack of sleep is not helping me maintain a decent level of sainity that's for sure......