awakened

i'm bored of suicide girls already, and i've only been here a coupla weeks.
i mean, when i first came on i thought it was pretty cool, but i suppose i'm just not perverted enough to simply stare at hundreds of what basically is the same photo same type of girl stuff over and over and over again.

i'm going to eat a tomato sandwich.

Whilst searching through the multitude of sg members, and photos, I couldn't help but notice something. I mean maybe it's just me, and if it is then please let me know if i'm wrong, but it seems like a fucking lot of sg girls, and sg members are virgos.

am i right here or what??

i was thinking that maybe people in these parts like...
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"Man living at home is such a drag......yer mom through away your best porno mag!"

-Beastie Boys- Fight for your right- 1984 (good year)

" I need something good to die for. just to make life beautiful."
-queens of the stone age-

This entire year I kept to myself. so, when i found out that i'd be leaving for hong kong where i wouldn't see or talk to anyone for at least a year I really didn't mind all that much..

but now.......!!!!!

now there are so many people that i will miss.
i've made so many close friends this summer.
I'm going to miss the girl...
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Today I have continued to pillage my bedroom.
I'm going through every piece of paper, plastic, and whatever the hell else I can find.
My once jam packed closet is steadily becoming barren and reminescant of the day i first moved in.

It's almost time to go! It's almost time!!!!!!


yours truely
awakened

It is my belief that human beings are generaly compashionate, and selfless creatures. We are not natually selfish, small and brutish.

I like to think that the world is not comprised of macevelians, where we're constantly stabbing one another in the back just to get a better foot hold on the ladder to the top.

...But sometimes I can't help but think that we are...
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She waits restless at the door for me
in her hands is the journal that she writes in every day
she's going to say something that needed rehersing
so i take my time coming home

she tells me her story about how she's unhappy
and she's wasting potential just sitting at home
she's taking the buick far down the road

and i take it like...
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"We don't look like pages from a magizine but that's alright" -ani d-


how true how true

and you know what!!!!!!? who gives a fuck!

i may not look GQ, and I may not look Hot topic enough, and i may not say all the most interesting things, or have the best fucking hair in town, but WHO GIVES A SHIT!

cause you know why!?...
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wisdom teeth suck.........that's pretty much what's on my mind right now. i can't close my mouth all the way, so i keep drowling.

oh well................. hey! here's an open ended question......... is any one else extremely horney.......like all of the time.. i think i have a problem. sex is all i think about. even when i get it i think about who or where i...
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Every single person you encounter in your life, every man women and child that passes you by has a life, has their problems......has their own story.
The first time I thought of this was at my very first protest almost a year ago. In the middle of our treck through the downtown core towards city hall I began to think that everyone around me has...
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