avidity

new blog time. something fun, something happy.




yeah well i tried. things are better though. a lot less thinking of him. funny how two days ago he was all i was thinking about.....now.....well i feel bad admitting, but it's a lot easier forgetting him than i thought it would be. odd, cause with kevin i was crying for over a month. i guess kevin meant more to me.

honestly i'm starting to think that he really never did love me. he only said it once or twice. maybe he got wrapped up in the honeymoon phase, and by the time he realized what was going on, it was too late. OH WELL.

my days have just been sitting around mostly. i'm such a blob. i have to go to the gym. and get my nails done. hopefully that will be tomorrow's events of the day. i need something to happen. and i'm thinking that trip to cali needs to happen WAY sooner than i had planned. because these last couple of days have been horrendously pathetic.

there was some naughty picture taking for a secret admirer though...

that's what i've got....happy thursday...