i think there is a real reason why i avoid writing most of the year, and save it for every november when the NaNo starts. because once i start writing, it all just pours out of me. some of it makes me smile, but most of it makes me sad. writing has always been my escape. if i had a quarter for every poem i... Read More
YES YES YES.
that's all i have to say.
nothing is so true as to realize you had the PERFECT guy and fucked it up. that's not me making fun of you, that's me living that same thing.
we don't have the same situations, but i feel like more and more the way you're talking, living and learning your patience now, we are very similar.
good luck learning your lessons. they are tough, they hurt, they rip your heart out sometimes girl, patience is one i am constantly having to remember, and pay attention to daily.
but i have seen great rewards.
consistency - it's the way to prove it. all i have to say is if he deserves this kind of love, love like i have for josh, girl that's once in a lifetime...and he'll come around it's a matter of time!~
NaNoWriMo started tonight. national writing month that is. i'm at 2400 words.....gotta get to 50,000 by the end of the month. which i have no excuse of missing this year, being that i'm unemployed and have nothing to do but write. here's the first part. i'm gonna post certain parts to get some opinions. it's a romance....let me know what you think....
Wow, that's awesome!!!
I was planning on doing NaNoWriMo, but I didn't start today... maybe I'll jump in tomorrow and see if I can make up for lost time!
i always feel my sexiest after i take a nice long shower, in which i do an apricot scrub on my face, shave my legs, my underarms, and my bikini area. then i moisturize my whole body and put on a pair of boy shorts and a tank; leaving my hair down, letting it air dry. to top it off, i climb into my bed... Read More
thank you all for being such angels on my last blog. i love you all.
i'm getting to comment back to each of you, so it's coming...
in other news, i bought this dress back in july from target. it was a XXL mossimo. it sort of fit. not good enough to go out in. it was pretty tight. well i tried it on today,... Read More
i can't get a job here that pays anything near what i was making before. i mean really that is the whole reason i moved here, because my job was paying me oodles for the area. but now.....i'm lucky to get 10 bucks an hour, even with my resume. not to brag but i have held a lot... Read More
i think it's a good move, and getting rid of stuff is the right thing to do, it's just STUFF you can always accumulate more later trust me i know i have a huge closet fulla stuff when i moved into this house, that i haven't accessed in over a year.
it's stuff i hope moving home makes you happy girl i feel u on the spanish thing it's like that in cali too :/
no really. i was forced out of my apartment today by a friend of mine i used to work with. he was amazing, and the perfect person to talk everything out with for hours. mainly because he's gay and fabulous gotta love gay boyfriends. we went to olive garden. din din was yummy, i only ate a little of it. but the chocolate... Read More
okay my internal clock is now officially OFF. i sleep all day and am up all night. i think i'm trying to avoid sunlight. or anything that makes me realize that i am going to have to make decisions about the rest of my life soon. nothing major, but i just liked the life i had mentally planned a month ago. i don't want to... Read More
Where'd you get that horoscope from? It's pretty precise.
And lady, you can feel however you want. I know what you mean about one day they're in your life, and the next day, the world is totally different. It's a messed up thing to deal with. Just take care of yourself, that's all that's important right now.
some thoughts from being held up in bed for like 5 days.....most are tv related.
as a long time watcher of the mtv vmas, everyone knows there are 2, maybe 3 times you can catch this show. it's only a small window of time. it's played once, maybe twice the first night, then there is usually a replay on the immediately following saturday. i know... Read More
yeah, he's just no that into you is a real downer. the guys are either slime or bow down to their women, and the women are either overbearing or simply oblivious. truly agonizing to watch.
i feel u on the spanish thing it's like that in cali too :/
I love you lady and I miss you. I called you the other day to see how you were doing. Hopefully better. 
as a long time watcher of the mtv vmas, everyone knows there are 2, maybe 3 times you can catch this show. it's only a small window of time. it's played once, maybe twice the first night, then there is usually a replay on the immediately following saturday. i know...
I love your way with words.
that's all i have to say.
nothing is so true as to realize you had the PERFECT guy and fucked it up. that's not me making fun of you, that's me living that same thing.
we don't have the same situations, but i feel like more and more the way you're talking, living and learning your patience now, we are very similar.
good luck learning your lessons. they are tough, they hurt, they rip your heart out sometimes girl, patience is one i am constantly having to remember, and pay attention to daily.
but i have seen great rewards.
consistency - it's the way to prove it. all i have to say is if he deserves this kind of love, love like i have for josh, girl that's once in a lifetime...and he'll come around