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Another day another dollar....which also equates to another day of being bored out of my fucking mind. The most productive thing I did today? I worked on my website a little bit today so I guess that's somewhat productive. The site is Lock Up Your Daughters if you'd like to check it out. It's not much...but it's something ha ha. Other than that, I did nothing. I googled "how does nasal spray work" so that's cool.

I grew up "somewhat" mormon, meaning I hated going to church, but my mom forced me to go every Sunday. I feel bad now when I look back on it because I put up quite a fight every Sunday. Once I got out of the house and into college, I stopped going to church. I kept in touch with a lot of my mormon friends though. I got a friend request on my facebook the other day from one of those mormon friends. I hadn't seen her in like 7 or 8 years. Anyways, we got to talking and she told me how she had a crush on me back in high school but she never did anything about it. She started telling me her life story about how she kind of fell out of the church as well, but she was working on going back. I'm not going to knock her for that....she needs to do what she needs to do. Right after that, she told me that she could never date me because I won't go to church because I don't believe in "eternal marriage." This would be where she started weirding me out. I haven't seen this girl in 8 years and she she wants to talk about dating and marriage? Whatever, I let is slide. I took a slight hit to my ego, but what did it really matter? I'm in Iraq and I'll probably never see her so who cares. Well a few days later, out of the blue, she offers to send me pictures of her vagina. Normally, I'd be all up for vaginas. But this girl just told me she's trying to go back to church and that she won't date me because I won't go back to church. This weirded me out even more. So I turned the pictures down and told her I wasn't going to be an influence if she was going to go back to church. She then accused me of being gay....which kind of pissed me off....but I managed to let it go. A few days later she starts quizing me on how I'd react if a girl I liked was going to have surgery. She was the one that had surgery. Apparently I didn't answer the question how I should have because she then told me I was a typical guy and that "we both know how you feel about me now" What the fuck is wrong with this girl. I kind of lost it on her after that. I haven't seen her in so long, but how is she talking to me about all this stuff all of a sudden? Like she wants something out of me. I don't get it. I may have over reacted, but I'm in another country, I'm in a war zone, and I get mortared regularly. I have bigger things to worry about than a girl I haven't seen for close to a decade. I'm sorry if that sounds dickish, but you don't just bust in my life and try to make me feel bad about not knowing about your surgery or not being there for it. I hate crazy girls....