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I want to be doing a few things with life right now,


- getting more tattoos.

- decorating my house.

- cooking more healthy meals.

- buying lots of new music.

But then I really wana start saving my money, not for anything in patricular, just so I have a lot of money saved up.

I've recently become single. I'm starting to think I'm just destined to be on my own for a long time. I date the nicest people (mostly), and they do nothing wrong, I just go off them, it's awful, why can't I just be happy in a relationship.

I've been putting an awful lot of thought in to my daughter these last few days, (not that I don't usually), but I'm thinking about what to do for the best with regards to pre school. They've offered her some more hours in September, and I know she enjoys it there, but selfishly,I keep thinking, well she does a lot of socilising elsewhere, so maybe she doesn't need the extra hours. Come January she gets 15 hrs a week funded, but no way will I want to send her that much! At this rate it won't be long before she's in full time education

So maybe at this moment in time, whilst Charlotte is with her dad, yeah, I'm feeling pretty lonely right now.



I've got a lot of other stuff on my mind too, but I think that's enough for today.
Hope all is well with you guys.

Love n stuff,


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