avenel

I'm so fed up so people making my life harder you know?

i get shit of people when there really is no need, like the text off a former friend i got this morning:
"I think that perhaps you should just Fuck off out of my life. I hate you and i always will"
all i did was enquire POLITELY what exactly it was she wanted cos she kept sending my boy odd texts...is that unreasonable??
..i don't want to piss people off, but a hell of alot seem to want to piss me off....and frankly I'm fed up of all this bullshit....
So that put me in a bad mood from the very start of the day..
..and then she sends a sucking up message to my boy going...oo..i don't want to cause trouble....i guess i might just be being selfish....guilt trip sympathy vote or what???!!!
Screw her!!
It makes me mad and I'm not an angry person
I hate being an angry person, i hate being this jaded, i jst want to be happy, you know?
I'm going to enquire about some bar work on my lunchbreak today...it's a little pub, the landlord's seem really nice and it's not too busy....hopefully I'll be able to get a few hours a week, help me out on the money front a bit.