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Got into a fight with my best friend today because I was upset over the fact that my ex has my daughter for Christmas instead of me. When we celebrated, my boyfriend wasnt even there. This whole holiday seems pointless. Shes trying to tell me to be happy he manned up and is trying to take care of her. HA!

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ihsv1683:
^^^totally agree with Korbin^^^

you need to get naked, put on a set of fairy wings and run into the nearest hardware store and shout...."who is missing their christmas fairy?" smilesmile and see what happens!!
aveirarayne:
Oh. Em. Gee. I so should!
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ihsv1683:
fuck happy holidays........

Merry Christmas
aveirarayne:
LOL! I dont do Christmas except for family, but Merry Christmas to you too tongue
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Not having the best day. Was ok earlier, then it blew up. My boyfriend and I almost broke up again. Beginning to wonder why I even date to begin with. Men are just freaking retarded anyways (meaning ones Ive dated and/or slept with).

Yule is getting closer, and every damn place I go to get cloves and peppermint extract, theyre out. Its fucking annoying.

Totally...
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jeanbean:
I hate when you are looking for something but can't find it. then when you do find it, the next 5 stores all have it......
strider57:
I read back through a few of your blogs, and I'd say YES it's perfectly okay to go Goth in your set, IF that's what you're feeling works for you!! As for the actual poses, I check the Hopefuls everyday, so I've kind of developed my own rating criteria for who garners a positive comment. First, I NEVER make a negative comment on any set as it is my belief that any girl willing to put herself out there is expressing her courage and self-confidence; therefore, she is worthy of my respect, but I digress!! Getting back to the poses. If you're paying attention, the vast majority of Hopeful's poses are either in profile, or laying flat on their backs. Therefore, I find it refreshing when a Hopeful poses just straight on. Also, girls have a tendency to always lift their arms up over their head when posing. I understand they are perhaps unconsciously striking that pose so their breast don't sag. but it's not necessary!! It's perfectly okay and even preferable to me that the girl's pose reflects how she looks in her everyday life. Also, it's not necessary to push your breast together in an attempt to make them look larger. Being a "Breast" guy, I'm a fan of all breast large and small. The only criteria I hold is that whatever the size, they be natural!! I can spot a boob job from a mile away and no hopeful with a boob job will ever get a comment from me!! I will say that the theme of the set has some bearing on how I perceive it, but it's not an overly major factor. Occasionally, there will be a set with a really unique theme that just reaches out and grabs you, and when that occurs it can make a positive impression, but as long as you're not doing the old "taking a shower, or bath cover in suds" theme, which has been DONE TO DEATH, whatever theme you choose will probably be okay. I'd also warn against the covered in "paint," (painting theme) "grease," (mechanic theme) " blood," (Vampire and/or Zombie theme) or "flour" (making cookies in the kitchen theme) as all these themes have also been done to the point of ad-nausea!! The only other advise I'd offer is to do your set indoors, as it's frankly just a lot easier to control the lighting and good lighting is imperative to a good set!! Best of luck!!
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Awesome. The Set of the Day right now, is basically the EXACT same one I was going to do. I even just bought the shirt frown
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ihsv1683:
yeah, but you'll look hottersmile
padre:
Well that fucking sucks.
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So my idea for my shoot is now up in the air. My bf`s seasonal job is over, which means hes ALWAYS home. I cant do a photo shoot naked in front of him. Of course hes all `I see you naked all the time`, which ok yes, but not posing. Of course he said sometimes I do dumb poses but still, I just cant...
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suispud1:
Do what you feel when you feel it. Be true to yourself. Nothing needs to be forced. Nothing needs to be rushed.
kanedk:
Kick him off to a strip club while getting the set done ;-) I'm sure he wont mind...
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So annoyed. I STILL cannot find my camera cord anywhere. Its like it grew legs and walked away, so hopefully this weekend when I go get winter boots, I will get a new one. Very irratating though.

Im not really celebrating Christmas this year, no point when your dumb ex decides you dont get your daughter until her bedtime Christmas day. So, were going to...
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ihsv1683:
I know what you mean about camera cords, I've lost the one to charge the only camera I have with a self timer on it,

probably lucky for all the ladies on this site though......lol

But it's amazing, I have found cords to shit I threw out ten years ago because I couldn't find the cords back then......
methinks there are aliens at work here!!smile
padre:
Hopefully you'll get something lined up sooner rather than later.
And I fight with my sibs all the time, even to this day... Crazy stuff when you think about it
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Got mistaken for a 16 year old. Again. frown
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albertonio:
it happens... it gets old ... until one day ... no one checks your ID anymore ...
dino78:
Take that as a complement. When your over 35; you'll be wishing to be mistaken as a 16 year old!
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Havent blogged in a few days, so figure I might as well. And no, no new pics yet tongue

This weekend was fucking horrible. In an attempt to discuss the lack of flame and kink in my sex life with my boyfriend, I pissed him off. Probably the way I worded it all but still, if it didnt get to this point after months of me...
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padre:
Well that is rather disappointing, however as you pout it. You love him so as big an issue as it is, I'm glad you turned the other cheek.
Hopefully he comes around or you adjust, who knows.
ihsv1683:
I'm afraid I agree with nestadog.........
you really need to find out what he likes and then compromise, it maybe difficult for him to understand where your coming from, but if you don't find some common ground and work from there........welll......whatever
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K, for those of you that are into polygamy, how did you know it was for you? Did you just wake up one day and say, hm, I think this is me! Or was it a process??
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signspoint2fail:
From a male perspective I could see it filling a lot of primal desires, but I have no idea how micro managing a relationship with several people is doable.

I really think it would get annoying.

But thats just me.
ihsv1683:
It is a difficult subject,
but from personal experience I have found that it is hard to settle with just one partner, we all need different things from our partners at different times during a relationship.
Even if the communication is fine in the relationship, the other person may not be able to give you what you need emotionally or physically when you need it and this can lead to pressure and stress in the relationship.

I have found it better to have more partners, or friends with benefits rather than being in a monogamous relationship that ends up breaking up because the support or physicality wasn't always available when I needed it.

Different strokes for different folks, I guess.smile
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Really miss being around Dom/mes and other subs. This whole vanilla thing sucks, especially considering its not entirely willingly. I miss my training something fierce to frown
padre:
Get it back yo
nox:
If I've learned one thing from our scene, it's that it has ebb and tide. If you miss it, it'll come back to you. And if you're forced to move away from it, it often comes back with a vengeance.

Good luck!