Not having the best day. Was ok earlier, then it blew up. My boyfriend and I almost broke up again. Beginning to wonder why I even date to begin with. Men are just freaking retarded anyways (meaning ones Ive dated and/or slept with).
Yule is getting closer, and every damn place I go to get cloves and peppermint extract, theyre out. Its fucking annoying.
Totally have another idea for a photo shoot for my first set. Still kinda sad my first idea was taken, I was SOOOO excited, but meh. Its obviously going to happen. If it happens again, obviously it just wasnt destined to be. For my first one, no Im not using a staff photographer. I know I know, I have less of a chance of going pink if I dont use one, but Im honestly ok with that. I did my first shoot ever (fully clothed) in October, and this will be my first time being naked in front of my photographer, and in front of a camera. I would much rather do it with someone I know first, then someone I dont know, have never met, and BAM. Call it my social anxiety disorder if you will, but no. I dont need to be so nervous I throw up lol. I want to at least be comfortable naked in front of a camera first before I throw new people in there as well. If that makes sense. Its a me thing.
I have another idea as well, its just putting it together. Apparently all my ideas arent simple,easy ones - theyre complicated and lots of work. I always have to do things the hard way. It drives me nuts.
I have discovered the joys of the amazon.ca wishlist, and am in love. I started one a few times ago, and anything I find I like and want, I wishlist. So yes, its gonna be big lol. I think its also more of a bookmark/list for myself as much as a wishlist for others as well though. Something thats simple to get to, that has everything I want in an easy list, so I can save up and not have to go to 50 different sites to see it all. But its also got me `wishlisting` things even when Im in a store in my city. Ya, not funny lol. Meh. I cant wait til I can start buying shit off it and get my tats covered up!! Soon I hope!
Still no cam cord. Hoping tomorrow. If I do end up getting one, I promise I will give pics
Yule is getting closer, and every damn place I go to get cloves and peppermint extract, theyre out. Its fucking annoying.
Totally have another idea for a photo shoot for my first set. Still kinda sad my first idea was taken, I was SOOOO excited, but meh. Its obviously going to happen. If it happens again, obviously it just wasnt destined to be. For my first one, no Im not using a staff photographer. I know I know, I have less of a chance of going pink if I dont use one, but Im honestly ok with that. I did my first shoot ever (fully clothed) in October, and this will be my first time being naked in front of my photographer, and in front of a camera. I would much rather do it with someone I know first, then someone I dont know, have never met, and BAM. Call it my social anxiety disorder if you will, but no. I dont need to be so nervous I throw up lol. I want to at least be comfortable naked in front of a camera first before I throw new people in there as well. If that makes sense. Its a me thing.
I have another idea as well, its just putting it together. Apparently all my ideas arent simple,easy ones - theyre complicated and lots of work. I always have to do things the hard way. It drives me nuts.
I have discovered the joys of the amazon.ca wishlist, and am in love. I started one a few times ago, and anything I find I like and want, I wishlist. So yes, its gonna be big lol. I think its also more of a bookmark/list for myself as much as a wishlist for others as well though. Something thats simple to get to, that has everything I want in an easy list, so I can save up and not have to go to 50 different sites to see it all. But its also got me `wishlisting` things even when Im in a store in my city. Ya, not funny lol. Meh. I cant wait til I can start buying shit off it and get my tats covered up!! Soon I hope!
Still no cam cord. Hoping tomorrow. If I do end up getting one, I promise I will give pics
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jeanbean:
I hate when you are looking for something but can't find it. then when you do find it, the next 5 stores all have it......
strider57:
I read back through a few of your blogs, and I'd say YES it's perfectly okay to go Goth in your set, IF that's what you're feeling works for you!! As for the actual poses, I check the Hopefuls everyday, so I've kind of developed my own rating criteria for who garners a positive comment. First, I NEVER make a negative comment on any set as it is my belief that any girl willing to put herself out there is expressing her courage and self-confidence; therefore, she is worthy of my respect, but I digress!! Getting back to the poses. If you're paying attention, the vast majority of Hopeful's poses are either in profile, or laying flat on their backs. Therefore, I find it refreshing when a Hopeful poses just straight on. Also, girls have a tendency to always lift their arms up over their head when posing. I understand they are perhaps unconsciously striking that pose so their breast don't sag. but it's not necessary!! It's perfectly okay and even preferable to me that the girl's pose reflects how she looks in her everyday life. Also, it's not necessary to push your breast together in an attempt to make them look larger. Being a "Breast" guy, I'm a fan of all breast large and small. The only criteria I hold is that whatever the size, they be natural!! I can spot a boob job from a mile away and no hopeful with a boob job will ever get a comment from me!! I will say that the theme of the set has some bearing on how I perceive it, but it's not an overly major factor. Occasionally, there will be a set with a really unique theme that just reaches out and grabs you, and when that occurs it can make a positive impression, but as long as you're not doing the old "taking a shower, or bath cover in suds" theme, which has been DONE TO DEATH, whatever theme you choose will probably be okay. I'd also warn against the covered in "paint," (painting theme) "grease," (mechanic theme) " blood," (Vampire and/or Zombie theme) or "flour" (making cookies in the kitchen theme) as all these themes have also been done to the point of ad-nausea!! The only other advise I'd offer is to do your set indoors, as it's frankly just a lot easier to control the lighting and good lighting is imperative to a good set!! Best of luck!!