Man, trying to sleep while under the influence of Adderall is totally fruitless. Oh, wait, that's because Adderall is pure amphetamine. Duh on my part!
I bought some more Tofurky, more broccoli and califlower, a packet of spelt flour bagels, and yet another vegan cheese which turned out to be, as expected, bland and rubbery. I kind of overindulged on the Tofurky, via sandwiches, and ended up with a massive tummyache. So I just laid in bed, waiting for it to pass and hopefully catching some sleep in the process, but you can't sleep when you're on Adderall. This is why I normally don't take it on days off, but if I hadn't taken any today I would've slipped back into the sleep-at-night thing, which, with my work schedule, is right out.
Whenever I go to Whole Foods, I see cute girls. But for some reason they're always looking at real dairy cheese. I can deal with that, but I can't for the life of me see myself trying to chat them up. Low self-esteem isn't so good. Plus, they're probably not into drug addicts, which I admittedly am. Adderall, Lexapro, Seroquel, Lunesta, Xanax, and also a whole galaxy of supplements like B12, multivitamins, thyroid support, kava kava, potassium gluconate, and melatonin. But hey, at least I was able to kick my addiction to Ambien, and, despite occasional cravings for it, I'm kinda proud of that.
One of the things I like most about Adderall is that I have absolutely zero appetite when I'm on it. I actually prefer it that way, although I should probably note that I am by no means anorexic. In fact, I've become pretty tubby lately. I want to join a gym, but thus far I haven't been able to find one that's open 24/7, which would best suit my work/sleep schedule. No big surprise in the aftermath of Katrina, where almost everything closes at 10:00pm. That's kind of a system shock to me, and probably to a lot of other New Orleanians, since pre-Katrina, just about everything useful was open 24/7. Not so anymore, much to my annoyance. Before, when I was at work, I could swing a lunch break and get actual, real food, but now, my only option is the 24/7 Walgreens. Luckily Adderall prevents me from wanting much food while I'm at work to begin with.
To anyone who knows, I have a question for you: with Quest Diagnostics, do I have to call them and make an appointment, or will they call me? Or does the doctor's office set it up? The last time I had to get a blood test in a non-emergency/non-hospital situation was like four years ago, so I don't really remember how it works.
Pet peeve of the day: taking a shower which doesn't supply enough hot water for me to shave my legs and face during the same session. It's totally a coin toss for which one I'm going shave, the sandpaper awfulness of my face or the insecty-feeling of leg hair. Blar. Today it was my legs, the hair on which had grown long enough that I could've got them waxed again, but I don't have $50 to spare to have it done right now, much as I would've liked to. Going to Belladonna and having a beautiful girl feel up my legs and make them prettier is a hard temptation to pass up. Growing the hair on my legs for a month beforehand, however, is almost not worth it. Leg hair makes me want to chop my legs off, but to get my legs waxed requires 3-4 weeks of growth to be effective. /sigh
Getting my face lasered would be seven shades of awesomeness, but at $1500 up front for a full six-month course makes my huge nose blanche.
I think I have too many of these niggling little things to think about.
I bought some more Tofurky, more broccoli and califlower, a packet of spelt flour bagels, and yet another vegan cheese which turned out to be, as expected, bland and rubbery. I kind of overindulged on the Tofurky, via sandwiches, and ended up with a massive tummyache. So I just laid in bed, waiting for it to pass and hopefully catching some sleep in the process, but you can't sleep when you're on Adderall. This is why I normally don't take it on days off, but if I hadn't taken any today I would've slipped back into the sleep-at-night thing, which, with my work schedule, is right out.
Whenever I go to Whole Foods, I see cute girls. But for some reason they're always looking at real dairy cheese. I can deal with that, but I can't for the life of me see myself trying to chat them up. Low self-esteem isn't so good. Plus, they're probably not into drug addicts, which I admittedly am. Adderall, Lexapro, Seroquel, Lunesta, Xanax, and also a whole galaxy of supplements like B12, multivitamins, thyroid support, kava kava, potassium gluconate, and melatonin. But hey, at least I was able to kick my addiction to Ambien, and, despite occasional cravings for it, I'm kinda proud of that.
One of the things I like most about Adderall is that I have absolutely zero appetite when I'm on it. I actually prefer it that way, although I should probably note that I am by no means anorexic. In fact, I've become pretty tubby lately. I want to join a gym, but thus far I haven't been able to find one that's open 24/7, which would best suit my work/sleep schedule. No big surprise in the aftermath of Katrina, where almost everything closes at 10:00pm. That's kind of a system shock to me, and probably to a lot of other New Orleanians, since pre-Katrina, just about everything useful was open 24/7. Not so anymore, much to my annoyance. Before, when I was at work, I could swing a lunch break and get actual, real food, but now, my only option is the 24/7 Walgreens. Luckily Adderall prevents me from wanting much food while I'm at work to begin with.
To anyone who knows, I have a question for you: with Quest Diagnostics, do I have to call them and make an appointment, or will they call me? Or does the doctor's office set it up? The last time I had to get a blood test in a non-emergency/non-hospital situation was like four years ago, so I don't really remember how it works.
Pet peeve of the day: taking a shower which doesn't supply enough hot water for me to shave my legs and face during the same session. It's totally a coin toss for which one I'm going shave, the sandpaper awfulness of my face or the insecty-feeling of leg hair. Blar. Today it was my legs, the hair on which had grown long enough that I could've got them waxed again, but I don't have $50 to spare to have it done right now, much as I would've liked to. Going to Belladonna and having a beautiful girl feel up my legs and make them prettier is a hard temptation to pass up. Growing the hair on my legs for a month beforehand, however, is almost not worth it. Leg hair makes me want to chop my legs off, but to get my legs waxed requires 3-4 weeks of growth to be effective. /sigh
Getting my face lasered would be seven shades of awesomeness, but at $1500 up front for a full six-month course makes my huge nose blanche.
I think I have too many of these niggling little things to think about.
ahhhh the days of trying to sleep on adderall