My hair is going away tonite..im pleased, it will be very very shortish..
this weekend will be fun, full of work and such.
anyhow, last night was terribly boring and I was very moody. Im really trying to not let shit get to me. but life is kicking me in the head. Its just that time i suppose, that part of life where you make the choice as to what you next step will be, I know i have been talking about it alot..i just dont know what that step is..
I dontwant to let my depression come and get me, im trying to lock it out, I'm trying to fill my head with things like SGB on Tuesday, a pretty new haircut and a man that loves me. God I adore my hunny. Im blessed to have a best friend like him. I worked out last night, i never thought id have the energy for it, but i forced myself to give up 15 minutes..the fact that i did that helps with the depression, it helps me feel productive. the fact that my ass is in size 2 jeans today when 2 years ago my ass was in a 10 says alot. I just need to tell myself that i am doing good..but fuck it whatever.. Im pretty i suppose, im healthy, and i'm fun i guess.
So we have 2 outside kitty's Ginger from yesterday, and this wonderful long haired black and white kitty that has been around off and on for a few months..he's my hunny and i have name him girmilken becuase he looks like a cow, and i had a stuffed cow as a kid that had the name of girmilken...so thats that.
I am in love...and in lust..let me tell you..Im in lust with a few beautiful women..lord knows if they feel the same.
I hide behind this computer and tell you this, lord knows i'd never tell them to their face..
you know where to find me.
love you
AC
this weekend will be fun, full of work and such.
anyhow, last night was terribly boring and I was very moody. Im really trying to not let shit get to me. but life is kicking me in the head. Its just that time i suppose, that part of life where you make the choice as to what you next step will be, I know i have been talking about it alot..i just dont know what that step is..
I dontwant to let my depression come and get me, im trying to lock it out, I'm trying to fill my head with things like SGB on Tuesday, a pretty new haircut and a man that loves me. God I adore my hunny. Im blessed to have a best friend like him. I worked out last night, i never thought id have the energy for it, but i forced myself to give up 15 minutes..the fact that i did that helps with the depression, it helps me feel productive. the fact that my ass is in size 2 jeans today when 2 years ago my ass was in a 10 says alot. I just need to tell myself that i am doing good..but fuck it whatever.. Im pretty i suppose, im healthy, and i'm fun i guess.
So we have 2 outside kitty's Ginger from yesterday, and this wonderful long haired black and white kitty that has been around off and on for a few months..he's my hunny and i have name him girmilken becuase he looks like a cow, and i had a stuffed cow as a kid that had the name of girmilken...so thats that.
I am in love...and in lust..let me tell you..Im in lust with a few beautiful women..lord knows if they feel the same.
I hide behind this computer and tell you this, lord knows i'd never tell them to their face..
you know where to find me.
love you
AC
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I'm envious that you had the motivation to actually workout. I need to get my ass off of the couch, and go running. Well, walking would probably be a better start, considering that I have 'run' since high school.
Hope you're having a good weekend, how're the kitties doing?