Judge lest ye be judged sucka!
I am SO impatient! I wish my damn set would go up. I just went to eat at this italian resturaunt in Cincinnati OH . It was great but, I drank a bit too much wine.
It is getting warmer which is good since my heater in my car doesn't work. But i just tested the ol' AC in my car and it is also broke. FUCK! That is ultra lame. I am tired of car problems. I have had a ridiculous amount of car problems over the years and it is getting to be a littel stale.
I have been working out a little. I have a gained a little bit of weight and tha is no good. But I have only been working out for a few weeks and I already see some results which is good.
It just make me feel better about myself.
I got another raise at work... I make bank now fools! Who would have thought I would ever suceed in a white collar enviroment? But I do and I do well. No matter what I do I have a drive that pushes me to excell. I can't quite put my finger on it bit I think it is my desire to never fail I have to be the best at everything I do. I guess it is my OCD nature coming out. I refuse to half ass anything...
I don't undertsand why people get n here to hook up with people. That is definitly NOT why I did SG. No offense people- but I did it for myself. I did it to feel more attractive and to overcome a lot of pessemistic view I have on my body. A lot of people have something to say about it, like I am wrong. But it is my body. I choose to do it and I do not regret it. It has been nothing but positive for me. I lived most of my life feeling like I wasn't enough this is the ultimate kick in the face, to those that talked shit and doubted my potential. Also, a ex boyfriend of mine didn't find me attractive and it destroyed my self esteem. When the person that claims to love you most doesn't want you- how can you feel pretty? The more I think about it, the more I know I had to do this to overcome these haunts. I know I am not perfect but I know I have a lot to offer, naked or not.
It takes a lot of balls to do something like Suicide Girls. Not everyone is strong enough to do it and be okay with it. Not everyone is comfortable enough with their body. I am and this is my defiant "FUCK YOU" to the world and the conservative values I have been suckered into my whole life. I refuse to let the world dictate my actions. Only I dictate my actions and everyone else can fuck right off...
But really- you can kiss my ass if you have a problem with me. I am tired of being accomodating. If you have some shit to say about me it probably means you're just jealous- you gutless freak.
I am SO impatient! I wish my damn set would go up. I just went to eat at this italian resturaunt in Cincinnati OH . It was great but, I drank a bit too much wine.
It is getting warmer which is good since my heater in my car doesn't work. But i just tested the ol' AC in my car and it is also broke. FUCK! That is ultra lame. I am tired of car problems. I have had a ridiculous amount of car problems over the years and it is getting to be a littel stale.
I have been working out a little. I have a gained a little bit of weight and tha is no good. But I have only been working out for a few weeks and I already see some results which is good.
It just make me feel better about myself.
I got another raise at work... I make bank now fools! Who would have thought I would ever suceed in a white collar enviroment? But I do and I do well. No matter what I do I have a drive that pushes me to excell. I can't quite put my finger on it bit I think it is my desire to never fail I have to be the best at everything I do. I guess it is my OCD nature coming out. I refuse to half ass anything...
I don't undertsand why people get n here to hook up with people. That is definitly NOT why I did SG. No offense people- but I did it for myself. I did it to feel more attractive and to overcome a lot of pessemistic view I have on my body. A lot of people have something to say about it, like I am wrong. But it is my body. I choose to do it and I do not regret it. It has been nothing but positive for me. I lived most of my life feeling like I wasn't enough this is the ultimate kick in the face, to those that talked shit and doubted my potential. Also, a ex boyfriend of mine didn't find me attractive and it destroyed my self esteem. When the person that claims to love you most doesn't want you- how can you feel pretty? The more I think about it, the more I know I had to do this to overcome these haunts. I know I am not perfect but I know I have a lot to offer, naked or not.
It takes a lot of balls to do something like Suicide Girls. Not everyone is strong enough to do it and be okay with it. Not everyone is comfortable enough with their body. I am and this is my defiant "FUCK YOU" to the world and the conservative values I have been suckered into my whole life. I refuse to let the world dictate my actions. Only I dictate my actions and everyone else can fuck right off...
But really- you can kiss my ass if you have a problem with me. I am tired of being accomodating. If you have some shit to say about me it probably means you're just jealous- you gutless freak.
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crooked_crown:
the past is the past, although you can learn from it dont let things people say dictate how you feel about yourself......you should know that i think you are dope like heroin.......
paleenchantress:
you are gorgeous and i cant wait for your new set to debut ! 