requiem for an american dream.
the american dream. as fictitious and un-achievable as the pursuit of harmony and peace in the corrupt, devilish world we reside in. who, and i mean really fuckers, dreamed up this ludicrous and ignorant fantasy that infected this country with candy coated, unattainable bullshit? whos brilliant fucking idea was it that to achieve the american dream entails being stuck in a fixed rate mortgage in boring suburbia, with 2.5 kids, a white picket fence and a retirement fund? how does that determine your arrival and your status in the united states? is that really all we strive for? because if you ask me that sounds more like slavery and quite frankly, death. in fact- that shit pretty much makes me want to vomit. we are such mindless robots now-a-days. so easily led and numb to really notice or feel anything. fuck that.
you must be kidding me to think that this is what i have to look forward to as i get older! this supposed "land of the free". this could not be more inaccurate. we are given freedoms we are ridiculed and criticized for using. its like giving candy to a kid with rotten teeth. sure it will temporarily make us content- just knowing that we are given this so called virtue. but as we indulge into our freedoms- not only does it rot us further- but it actually undoes us in the most deceptive and slimey way possible. so sneaky is the misconception that we rarely ever recognize it, let alone do anything about it. i see things going on all the time, that we just tolerate and let roll right through us as if we are romancing apathy like a fresh idea. that makes me want to fucking punch someone! what the fuck!?! are we really that hopeless and doomed? no one cares. no one is passionate about anything besides feeding their greed and bettering themselves to no end at everyone else's expense. how can i not be jaded and inherently bitter to live and grow in a society that is run by old, decrepit, white, narrow minded as fuck puritans? i refuse to accept that these men that run this country are going to tell me what to do and how to think. and if i was to battle to the death over anything- it would be to preserve and nurture my freedoms. i would die in a mother fucking blaze of glory to fight for what i believe.
we are not taught to embrace being vulnerable or emotional in anyway. it is all the rage to be an easily led, zombie robot with shit for brains. if you want to live comfortably numb in this nation you must bow down, and suck corporate americas dick so hard you get lock jaw. you have no say in what is beneficial or even healthy for you. all you have to work with is what they want you to think, feel, desire etc. so evil and utterly dangerous. the rich and powerful feed upon the less fortunate and less apt. to one-up and leech off of until there objectives are clearly met. its disgusting to me. how have we let people that don't know shit run our lives? you are shunned if you have any substance to you at all. creativity and passion do not matter here. the arts are bastardized. they want to shove this ancient and tired routine down your throat until you choke. that way you have no voice. but even if you did you will be black balled out of existence if your agenda does not coincide with our government. and yet they call this the american dream. you havent arrived until you achieve this. until every ounce of your will is sucked completely dry and you are left with nothing.
forget being an individual or having any kind of unique idea. you will be bastardized. you will be paid to keep your mouth shut and raped of anything that could enlighten or enhance our lives. i heard that we have, for years, known of a way to use water to run vehicles. and yet this idea will never surface because it would undermine the oil companies from sodimizing us with $3 per gallon fuel prices. money and greed have always run this country and as far as i can see they always will. if you do not have money in this country- you do not matter. and what little money you make is taxed and used to their own accord. as well as laws designed to fuck the less fortunate. tax breaks for upper class makes me want to fucking kill someone. what the fuck is that? does that make any sense at all?
we are brainwashed from the very moment we are born into this maze of double standards, oxy-morons, catch 22's and hypocrisy. its perpetuated in everything that touches our lives, from french fries to 401K's we are programmed. no one thinks or feels unless dr.phil or oprah tell them to. we look to our preachers or politicians for order as they laugh all the way to the bank and buy a new BMW and trans-gendered hookers. its so easy for them to deceive. youre just one more notch on the belt of their sleazy and deceptive insatiability.
dont get me wrong. -i love my country and i deeply value my freedoms. but i do not in ANY WAY support the people who run it. dont be foolish people- do you really think we are told what really goes on in this world. that what we are told in the media is really all that goes on? yeah fucking right! they keep things intentionally vague for a reason- to keep you in the dark. you are misled in so many ways. by our moronic, decoy of a president. there are so many grey areas and im sure we have no idea what really goes on behind the scenes. you must be delusional if you think your vote actually counts in america. its just another scheme to control you and track your every decision. no matter how many people voted, it wouldnt make a fuck of a difference because we all are persuaded to one politicians views or another. as they feed you bullshit and use religions and god knows what else to convince you they are going to make a change. and all they do is use you to get elected to let the stagnant greed thrive. what they fuck if a war on terror? or a war on drugs for that matter? that is absolutely ludicrous! that is like declaring a war on time or a war on water. ITS NOT POSSIBLE! not only that but- its also completely pointless! so many have died and so much bood had been shed in the name of oil. how could i ever bring a child into this world? its so purely vicious and tainted, i feel ther is no escape. we are constantly just going in circles over and over, never getting anywhere or improving. so dissapointing and enraging.
and its not as if we, as a whole, really give a fuck anyway. i heard somewhere that more people voted for american idol then voted in the last election anyway. if thats not an indication of how far in the shitter our society is- i don't know what is. we cling to mind numbing reality shows more then standing up for ourselves or what we believe in or having any passion about anything. no- instead we reside in oblivion and are ambivalent to everything. because we have nothing to believe in. its so fucking tragic. but we do not question this. we do not question anything. we settle and tolerate it. as we rot our brains further and become hypnotized by the idiot box.
and as for the workplace- well fuck that shit too. it does not cater to hard work and dedication. that merits absolutely nothing! in fact- its set up to fuck you over. you have to either kiss ass or fuck someone who can promote you and very rarely is performance rewarded. and if it is they make it impossible to achieve with outrageous obstacles and hurdles to overcome. as if to test you in every way to see how much you can endure. and then, right when you can take no more and youre on the verge of a nervous breakdown, they move you up. its not even fucking worth it. so much bullshit.
you cant see a doctor unless you have insurance but the people who really need medical attention cant even afford it! and when you do go to the doctor they prescribe you drugs to "fix" your problems, all the while they are getting kick backs and you get addicted and way more fucked up then before so youre required to keep going back to the doctor. talk about job security.
ive had it. i will not be taught what to dream. i make my own reality. the government can take all its propaganda and shove it up their ass. no matter how i see it, i know i am nothing more then a product of my own environment. and no matter how much bullshit i see, i know there is way more that i am not exposed to. but i will never let someone tell me how to live my life. "the land of the free? whoever told you that is your enemy! WAKE UP!" stand up for yourself. think for yourself. open your eyes. fuck the system. define your own american dream.
by the way im tanned now:
AA
the american dream. as fictitious and un-achievable as the pursuit of harmony and peace in the corrupt, devilish world we reside in. who, and i mean really fuckers, dreamed up this ludicrous and ignorant fantasy that infected this country with candy coated, unattainable bullshit? whos brilliant fucking idea was it that to achieve the american dream entails being stuck in a fixed rate mortgage in boring suburbia, with 2.5 kids, a white picket fence and a retirement fund? how does that determine your arrival and your status in the united states? is that really all we strive for? because if you ask me that sounds more like slavery and quite frankly, death. in fact- that shit pretty much makes me want to vomit. we are such mindless robots now-a-days. so easily led and numb to really notice or feel anything. fuck that.
you must be kidding me to think that this is what i have to look forward to as i get older! this supposed "land of the free". this could not be more inaccurate. we are given freedoms we are ridiculed and criticized for using. its like giving candy to a kid with rotten teeth. sure it will temporarily make us content- just knowing that we are given this so called virtue. but as we indulge into our freedoms- not only does it rot us further- but it actually undoes us in the most deceptive and slimey way possible. so sneaky is the misconception that we rarely ever recognize it, let alone do anything about it. i see things going on all the time, that we just tolerate and let roll right through us as if we are romancing apathy like a fresh idea. that makes me want to fucking punch someone! what the fuck!?! are we really that hopeless and doomed? no one cares. no one is passionate about anything besides feeding their greed and bettering themselves to no end at everyone else's expense. how can i not be jaded and inherently bitter to live and grow in a society that is run by old, decrepit, white, narrow minded as fuck puritans? i refuse to accept that these men that run this country are going to tell me what to do and how to think. and if i was to battle to the death over anything- it would be to preserve and nurture my freedoms. i would die in a mother fucking blaze of glory to fight for what i believe.
we are not taught to embrace being vulnerable or emotional in anyway. it is all the rage to be an easily led, zombie robot with shit for brains. if you want to live comfortably numb in this nation you must bow down, and suck corporate americas dick so hard you get lock jaw. you have no say in what is beneficial or even healthy for you. all you have to work with is what they want you to think, feel, desire etc. so evil and utterly dangerous. the rich and powerful feed upon the less fortunate and less apt. to one-up and leech off of until there objectives are clearly met. its disgusting to me. how have we let people that don't know shit run our lives? you are shunned if you have any substance to you at all. creativity and passion do not matter here. the arts are bastardized. they want to shove this ancient and tired routine down your throat until you choke. that way you have no voice. but even if you did you will be black balled out of existence if your agenda does not coincide with our government. and yet they call this the american dream. you havent arrived until you achieve this. until every ounce of your will is sucked completely dry and you are left with nothing.
forget being an individual or having any kind of unique idea. you will be bastardized. you will be paid to keep your mouth shut and raped of anything that could enlighten or enhance our lives. i heard that we have, for years, known of a way to use water to run vehicles. and yet this idea will never surface because it would undermine the oil companies from sodimizing us with $3 per gallon fuel prices. money and greed have always run this country and as far as i can see they always will. if you do not have money in this country- you do not matter. and what little money you make is taxed and used to their own accord. as well as laws designed to fuck the less fortunate. tax breaks for upper class makes me want to fucking kill someone. what the fuck is that? does that make any sense at all?
we are brainwashed from the very moment we are born into this maze of double standards, oxy-morons, catch 22's and hypocrisy. its perpetuated in everything that touches our lives, from french fries to 401K's we are programmed. no one thinks or feels unless dr.phil or oprah tell them to. we look to our preachers or politicians for order as they laugh all the way to the bank and buy a new BMW and trans-gendered hookers. its so easy for them to deceive. youre just one more notch on the belt of their sleazy and deceptive insatiability.
dont get me wrong. -i love my country and i deeply value my freedoms. but i do not in ANY WAY support the people who run it. dont be foolish people- do you really think we are told what really goes on in this world. that what we are told in the media is really all that goes on? yeah fucking right! they keep things intentionally vague for a reason- to keep you in the dark. you are misled in so many ways. by our moronic, decoy of a president. there are so many grey areas and im sure we have no idea what really goes on behind the scenes. you must be delusional if you think your vote actually counts in america. its just another scheme to control you and track your every decision. no matter how many people voted, it wouldnt make a fuck of a difference because we all are persuaded to one politicians views or another. as they feed you bullshit and use religions and god knows what else to convince you they are going to make a change. and all they do is use you to get elected to let the stagnant greed thrive. what they fuck if a war on terror? or a war on drugs for that matter? that is absolutely ludicrous! that is like declaring a war on time or a war on water. ITS NOT POSSIBLE! not only that but- its also completely pointless! so many have died and so much bood had been shed in the name of oil. how could i ever bring a child into this world? its so purely vicious and tainted, i feel ther is no escape. we are constantly just going in circles over and over, never getting anywhere or improving. so dissapointing and enraging.
and its not as if we, as a whole, really give a fuck anyway. i heard somewhere that more people voted for american idol then voted in the last election anyway. if thats not an indication of how far in the shitter our society is- i don't know what is. we cling to mind numbing reality shows more then standing up for ourselves or what we believe in or having any passion about anything. no- instead we reside in oblivion and are ambivalent to everything. because we have nothing to believe in. its so fucking tragic. but we do not question this. we do not question anything. we settle and tolerate it. as we rot our brains further and become hypnotized by the idiot box.
and as for the workplace- well fuck that shit too. it does not cater to hard work and dedication. that merits absolutely nothing! in fact- its set up to fuck you over. you have to either kiss ass or fuck someone who can promote you and very rarely is performance rewarded. and if it is they make it impossible to achieve with outrageous obstacles and hurdles to overcome. as if to test you in every way to see how much you can endure. and then, right when you can take no more and youre on the verge of a nervous breakdown, they move you up. its not even fucking worth it. so much bullshit.
you cant see a doctor unless you have insurance but the people who really need medical attention cant even afford it! and when you do go to the doctor they prescribe you drugs to "fix" your problems, all the while they are getting kick backs and you get addicted and way more fucked up then before so youre required to keep going back to the doctor. talk about job security.
ive had it. i will not be taught what to dream. i make my own reality. the government can take all its propaganda and shove it up their ass. no matter how i see it, i know i am nothing more then a product of my own environment. and no matter how much bullshit i see, i know there is way more that i am not exposed to. but i will never let someone tell me how to live my life. "the land of the free? whoever told you that is your enemy! WAKE UP!" stand up for yourself. think for yourself. open your eyes. fuck the system. define your own american dream.
by the way im tanned now:
AA
We are not really free, they just tell us we are free, and yes when we do use the things we are free to use we get looked down on, there are jobs that will not hire you because of them and people who will never be friends with you.
I so agree, if we have any kind of emotion we are week, if we see some one cry we don't try to comfort them we just are embarrassed for them and yes the arts mean nothing in the US, no one cares that I'm an artist, they don't want to go to a art gallery, the only kind of art people care about is playing in a band and then everyone wants to be your friend.
Yes cars can run on water, or at least the product of water, it's called hydrogen but right now it's expensive to produce.
I love this country but some times I really feel I belong in another country, it just seems like it is a better place for me to be.
I remember reading a sign that said "going to war for peace is like fucking for virginity", I don't think it could be said any better.
That is why I think we should do like a lot of other countries and have free health care.
you always look pretty in your photos.