Happy Easter
I'm sorry if I haven't gotten back with everyone..I think I did but..well...
Okay so this week has been crazy and I am not sure what the hell happend but I ended up getting diagnosed with Bi Polar disorder, Generalized anxiety disorder, obssessive compulsive disorder, and to top it all off, soical anxiety disorder. I hope I spelled that all right, however I highly doubt I did. I went in because I was stressing out way too much and my heart was starting to work overtime and my doctor was worried I would have a heart attack..crazy... I know. I am fucking 21 years old...give me a break all ready. Everyone is being really supportive of what is happening to me right now so I am very blessed to have such great friends and family!
My meds are incredibly strong and I am trying to get used to them but I feel like a coke head. I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can't stop bouncing off the walls.
I did however sit down long enough to type this incredibly selfish journal entry explaining to the world I was apparently going crazy. Go figure 
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But seriously, I hope the meds get your chemicals back into balance. And MAKE SURE you trust your doctor and always be open to a second opinion. There are a lot of docs out there who care more about prescribing than properly diagnosing
OK, I'll shut up now. Be good.