this is a blog about everything....
i've made a mess of myself
and i've been broken for far too long
so here i go..
gonna try and and clean things up
pick up the pieces
i'm not even sure where to begin
or what this means.
but i know i'll miss you
wish me luck...
i know that people can't fix other people
but this...
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i've made a mess of myself
and i've been broken for far too long
so here i go..
gonna try and and clean things up
pick up the pieces
i'm not even sure where to begin
or what this means.
but i know i'll miss you
wish me luck...
i know that people can't fix other people
but this...
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dpgc44:
Where are you!!!? 

jackwolfe:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=69NfJpK5j_k&feature=PlayList&p=F57E4CE41A761EC0&index=0&playnext=1
ask and you shall receive...
though patience helps...lots and LOTS of patience
though patience helps...lots and LOTS of patience
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vegas_:
im with ante on this one .. ive been asking and asking ,... still awaiting
dpgc44:
3's a crowd. This is silly don't you think ava!
update: all hunts for anything other than chicken soup, cough syrup, hot tea or other related items have been called off on account of illness.
sick sick sick
ugh

sick sick sick
ugh

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morbidnyckid:
time for Ramen Noodles!!! 

luckyharps:
This is simply not true. You had no problem seeking out Jerry and Ginger the night you pposted this 

update: search and rescue mission abandoned. Let's see those survival skills in action. Whatever it is i was looking for has made it so far out in the world, i believe it can sustain itself for a bit longer.
new mission: hunt down a job.
so yeah, seems i am always searching.
new mission: hunt down a job.
so yeah, seems i am always searching.

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rickmitten:
i will make you a spear..
mr_orange:
"A spear" I LOVE THAT! That's exactly what we all need! Poke around and find that job!!!
update: haven't found it yet...
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ava_jade:
that's funny, someone told me that shortly after i posted this...so if two of you are in agreement...
mr_orange:
Someone found me once. That was embarrassing! Census taker my ass! The government doesn't want to know my inseam measurement. I'll take a census.
That's only half the story.
It ain't never gonna find you unless you go out and make some noise! Most of the time we don't know what we want. The best thing to do is to stop whinging, pull up your boot straps, stiff upper lip, roll up your sleeves, steady ahead, ship ahoy, chips ahoy, stick it in, take the plunge, dive right in, face the music, eat the apple and do something. It's boring to sit around waiting for it.
Life doesn't owe us anything and it's not magically gonna pay up one day for all the crap that it has left in our diaper. So get used to squishy pants! You got to throw a rope around that terd and ride it! Make it tell you who's it's daddy!
Do things for you; to make you better; to thrill and fulfill you!
Jolly Buddha says, "you do cool things and cool things do you"
Now bake me a cake! Please =)
I am a pirate
I am a soul prostitute slanging my mind for coin.
I am a super sonic love rocket.
I am a pork pie with sauce.
stone monkeys cast shadows on silent fallen cats.
The soft, swollen glands.
divide.
et per se and
.
That's only half the story.
It ain't never gonna find you unless you go out and make some noise! Most of the time we don't know what we want. The best thing to do is to stop whinging, pull up your boot straps, stiff upper lip, roll up your sleeves, steady ahead, ship ahoy, chips ahoy, stick it in, take the plunge, dive right in, face the music, eat the apple and do something. It's boring to sit around waiting for it.
Life doesn't owe us anything and it's not magically gonna pay up one day for all the crap that it has left in our diaper. So get used to squishy pants! You got to throw a rope around that terd and ride it! Make it tell you who's it's daddy!
Do things for you; to make you better; to thrill and fulfill you!
Jolly Buddha says, "you do cool things and cool things do you"
Now bake me a cake! Please =)
I am a pirate

I am a soul prostitute slanging my mind for coin.
I am a super sonic love rocket.
I am a pork pie with sauce.

stone monkeys cast shadows on silent fallen cats.
The soft, swollen glands.
divide.
et per se and
.
She's a pretty girl. She's always falling down.
And I think I just fell in love with her,
But she won't ever remember, remember.
And I can always find her at the bottom of a plastic cup.
Drowning in drunk sincerity.
A sad and lonely girl.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about...
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And I think I just fell in love with her,
But she won't ever remember, remember.
And I can always find her at the bottom of a plastic cup.
Drowning in drunk sincerity.
A sad and lonely girl.
Quit crying your eyes out.
Quit crying your eyes out and, Baby come on.
Isn't there something familiar about...
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dpgc44:
Being the insomniac that you are I am glad to tell you that I was up till about 6 AM during my party. I swear you would have had a great time. The booze did not stop.
i'm laying in bed
in what used to be my bedroom (before my lil sister took over)
strange...i thought "oh shit, i've gotta get up and feed my dog before i pass out"
but she died in november of 2008....
something has brought me back somewhere i haven't been mentally in a very long time...
not sure if that's a good thing or a bad...
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in what used to be my bedroom (before my lil sister took over)
strange...i thought "oh shit, i've gotta get up and feed my dog before i pass out"
but she died in november of 2008....
something has brought me back somewhere i haven't been mentally in a very long time...
not sure if that's a good thing or a bad...
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leib_:
I feel like everyday is a flash-back to something that once was. I swear I feel like I've already lived my days and these are repeats... gives me the shivers.
My life definitely needs something new.
My life definitely needs something new.
mr_orange:
There were times when it appeared to Dorian Gray that the whole of history was merely the record of his own life, not as he had lived it in act and circumstance, but as his imagination had created it for him, as it had been in his brain and in his passions. He felt that he had known them all, those strange terrible figures that had passed across the stage of the world and made sin so marvelous and evil so full of subtlety. It seemed to him that in some mysterious way their lives had been his own. 

sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep before 2am....finally V_V zzzZZZZzzzzZzzzZ
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ava_jade:
haha i think i took an hour...
and a half...
and a half...

mr_orange:
I hope you get to sleep this weekend! That is my plan. And I love it when a plan comes together.
I also love it when I get some fudge-like brownies.
Both would be a dream come true!
I also love it when I get some fudge-like brownies.
Both would be a dream come true!

liked this so much i had to hijack it from JackWolfe
"Caught lust tie a noose around my neck
It's the unexplained
that gets you when you obsess
I believed saying the truth
would change the way that I felt
Lying to God aint easy
when you're already in debt
So long, so long my friend
We'll never meet again
I tried so hard to...
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"Caught lust tie a noose around my neck
It's the unexplained
that gets you when you obsess
I believed saying the truth
would change the way that I felt
Lying to God aint easy
when you're already in debt
So long, so long my friend
We'll never meet again
I tried so hard to...
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noldor_:
awwwwwwwwwwww <3
mr_orange:
I will save water by washing my hands after the whole affair. 
I like that cute photo with your friend above! Fun!
Keep on truckin'!

I like that cute photo with your friend above! Fun!
Keep on truckin'!
a smile from a stranger just made my day...


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mr_orange:
I am a stranger. =)
mr_orange:
I am even stranger today =)
ah it's the little things in life...
they always make me feel better
even when it's the big things that are fucked up...
they always make me feel better
even when it's the big things that are fucked up...
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morbidnyckid:
Whats your weapon of choice anyways?
mr_orange:
what up?
sooo chat's fucked another lap top
that's 2 in a week
so no more chat for me....
it's been fun
but fuck you very much
that's 2 in a week
so no more chat for me....
it's been fun
but fuck you very much
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leib_:

wtf

wtf
