I wish there was some pill you could take to slow the growth of fingernails and toenails. Because, seriously, how tedious is it to constantly cut them? Very.
It looks as though I'm going to Puerto Rico in March. It'll be my first time on a plane. I'm pretty excited. Maybe I just won't come back, eh? Nah, I don't think I'd truly enjoy it being summer all the time. Fall and spring have their merits.
Winter can suck a fuck.
Boyfriend comes to town tomorrow. Adorable boyfriend. If the male sex are like dogs, he's still a sweet puppy. In a good way. Problem is that I've been around the block relationship wise far far more than he has. I think I'm his first serious girlfriend. So even though he's 23, in some ways his relationship skills are reminiscent of a high-schooler. He lets me steer the ship, but sometimes that's uninteresting, you know? Sometimes I feel like I'm just training him for his later adult relationships. Breaking him in, if you will. Hopefully, though, he'll be able to grow with me. B/c I've got plenty of my own growing to do. Either way, I love the boy and want the best for him.
Besides all that, I still need to find my own path. I'm utterly inert. Have been for as long as I can remember. Because I have no wants. There's nothing I really genuinely want to do. Isn't that weird? Not even just career-wise, but even fun things. It's not that I object to things, but I have no desire and can't imagine deriving pleasure from things. Anything, pretty much. Jeez, I'm numb, huh? Does that mean I'm depressed? Yikes. Dammit.
It looks as though I'm going to Puerto Rico in March. It'll be my first time on a plane. I'm pretty excited. Maybe I just won't come back, eh? Nah, I don't think I'd truly enjoy it being summer all the time. Fall and spring have their merits.
Winter can suck a fuck.
Boyfriend comes to town tomorrow. Adorable boyfriend. If the male sex are like dogs, he's still a sweet puppy. In a good way. Problem is that I've been around the block relationship wise far far more than he has. I think I'm his first serious girlfriend. So even though he's 23, in some ways his relationship skills are reminiscent of a high-schooler. He lets me steer the ship, but sometimes that's uninteresting, you know? Sometimes I feel like I'm just training him for his later adult relationships. Breaking him in, if you will. Hopefully, though, he'll be able to grow with me. B/c I've got plenty of my own growing to do. Either way, I love the boy and want the best for him.
Besides all that, I still need to find my own path. I'm utterly inert. Have been for as long as I can remember. Because I have no wants. There's nothing I really genuinely want to do. Isn't that weird? Not even just career-wise, but even fun things. It's not that I object to things, but I have no desire and can't imagine deriving pleasure from things. Anything, pretty much. Jeez, I'm numb, huh? Does that mean I'm depressed? Yikes. Dammit.