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I had a really freeky dream last night. It's sorta been coming back to me all day in little spurts. I was all in crazy happy perfection love with this amazing woman -and we were just genuinely happy- and not fake- and it just worked- and we lived together and stuff... but for some reason through all the interactions of the dream I never saw her face. And it's freiggen vierding me out- in retrospect. I mean it shouldn't, but it is. Cause it's like waking up and realizing part of you is crazy in love with someone, and having no fucking clue who it is. Also part of it is because it's a dream that I'm actually remembering! That, really almost never ever happens to me.