autobomb

what do i do when someone i thought i could trust with my life
ruins it?
i hate all of this
i hate what we are all turning into
change is good
but not the sort of change where people get hurt
and viciously stabbed in the back
i guess its time i start over yet again
and try and stick it out
...like a real man
i need to get out of school
out of this country
out of this rut
and i need to find people i can trust again
because the few i had are disappearing faster by the day

XO. Lou