ausume

Well, for the past 2 weeks I have been basically living in my friends' dorm with my boyfriend. At the end of week one we discovered my best friend's girlfriend's mother would shelter my boyfriend till he can get on his feet. He stayed here with me one more week. We just dropped him off at the apartment a couple of towns over a few hours ago. I keep sayin to myself over and over....it's not florida....it's not florida....this time he is not leaving me for another few months. I can actually see him when I need to. That is if I can get a ride. It is good to know he is close. I still feel a little seperation anxiety. But I havn't cried. Atleast not yet. Our relationship is just full of transitions. Big transitions. We go from spending a ton of time together, i mean, we spend so much time together that when we are seperated, it doesn't feel right. I just need time to adjust. My best friend doesn't think I will. But I am pretty sure in time I can get used to it, In fact I want to. I have been wanting our relationship to become a normal one for a long time. It's going to take a while. But I believe in it. In fact it has to work. There is no other option.