Yah, as I have said several times, a part of me really wants to apply and try and be a suicide girl. But there are several things holding me back
The first reason is the huge fear of my parents finding out. Yes, I am unfortunate enough to have one of those fathers who fall under the dellusion that their daughters eternally viriginal. My dad knows I'm fucking nuts, but if he saw nude photos of me on the web he'd probly faint. And I know it would be hard for them to find out...but they always do...with my luck they would...and I don't feel like having to explain it all to them.
The second reason is cuz I have posted partially nude shots of myself on my art site and I would get people making stupid comments about it. I don't want guys coming up to me like "Hey, i saw you on suicidegirls.com, you have a great rack" or some shit like that. I like this site cuz I love pin up photography and I really admire the girls. I envy them greatly. But I really don't want to be harassed by jerks who don't see the artwork and only see tits.
An even bigger part of me aspires to be a photographer for this site. I am pretty sure I could do this very well. I mean, some of the girls put up self taken shots that look so. And I can do much better. I mean, I'm no lithium picnic, he's my artistic idol, but it would be great. I can't wait to be successful and get to work with models like apnea and other amazing girls like her.
heh, took that shot this afternoon.
So one of my models (or as I like to call them SLAVES) is comin up tomorrow, doing a photoshoot. He wants me to take pictures of his motorcycle too, so that'll be interesting...maybe I can do shots of him ON the motorcyle...kill 2 birds with one stone eh? eh?
There are several places on my campus I wanna take pictures. My campus is an old estate of this millionare guy so there are alot of pretty places to take pictures. This should be fun.
I told my best friend to pick up batteries for me...i dunno if he did or not, he was supposed to call me... i really need them, my camera devours batteries like i devour tacos...mmm...tacos...uhm, anyway...yah...
The first reason is the huge fear of my parents finding out. Yes, I am unfortunate enough to have one of those fathers who fall under the dellusion that their daughters eternally viriginal. My dad knows I'm fucking nuts, but if he saw nude photos of me on the web he'd probly faint. And I know it would be hard for them to find out...but they always do...with my luck they would...and I don't feel like having to explain it all to them.
The second reason is cuz I have posted partially nude shots of myself on my art site and I would get people making stupid comments about it. I don't want guys coming up to me like "Hey, i saw you on suicidegirls.com, you have a great rack" or some shit like that. I like this site cuz I love pin up photography and I really admire the girls. I envy them greatly. But I really don't want to be harassed by jerks who don't see the artwork and only see tits.
An even bigger part of me aspires to be a photographer for this site. I am pretty sure I could do this very well. I mean, some of the girls put up self taken shots that look so. And I can do much better. I mean, I'm no lithium picnic, he's my artistic idol, but it would be great. I can't wait to be successful and get to work with models like apnea and other amazing girls like her.
heh, took that shot this afternoon.
So one of my models (or as I like to call them SLAVES) is comin up tomorrow, doing a photoshoot. He wants me to take pictures of his motorcycle too, so that'll be interesting...maybe I can do shots of him ON the motorcyle...kill 2 birds with one stone eh? eh?
There are several places on my campus I wanna take pictures. My campus is an old estate of this millionare guy so there are alot of pretty places to take pictures. This should be fun.
I told my best friend to pick up batteries for me...i dunno if he did or not, he was supposed to call me... i really need them, my camera devours batteries like i devour tacos...mmm...tacos...uhm, anyway...yah...
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Oh, and thanks for the invite!
i did SG for my own reasons and if they don't understand its not my problem.
i think if you are able to deal with everything involved with being a suicide girl you should go for it. to be honest with you, i have yet to be recognized as Martini Suicide on the streets.. *shrug*
xo