auriane

WHEW! The last month has been fucking CAAAAAAA-RAZY!
And it's not over just yet.
First things first
everyone is fucking born in april
There should be some spreading out of all the bday merriness
cuz it's forced me to be bday BROKE~ and def stuck in my kitchen a-bakin-away at some serious cakes.
NOt my style
but yes, actually, my style.

Next is dum dum school
I'm ok with school
you woo hoo get ur education on gurl
But some of my teachers are real jackasses
and I kinda feel like waving my little flag
that says
EVERYTHING ARTISTIC HAS BEEN DONE BEFORE
in writing, I don't find immitation to be a form of flattery.
I find it to be a sign of weakness.
I don't want to write like anybody but me goddamnit.
And I dont think everything I write should be formed the way a "great" author would have it formed.
I'm not trying to be GREAT,
I just wanna be me. (which by the way is FABULOUS, a much better adjective than GREAT.)
So yeah school isnt so awesome,
AND it's FINALLLLSSSS
DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN (dramatic music typing there)
EVen the word FINAL puts a chill in me
like THE END
THE LAST CHANCE TO SAVE YOUR GRADE!
haha So i'm stressin like whoa.

I started a new job,
became convinced it was secretly a cult
and quit a few days later.
Smack my ass and label me a free-thinker.
I'm still at my old job
but its slow now so Im in no way making the money I need to be.

As for City Paper,
I'm still there too, doing some freelance stuff which should help a bit,
but it's all due the same day as all my finals, so that's kinda stressful too.

Anyway,
just thought I'd update and warn everyone that I'll be dropping off for a while again. No choice, gotta get this shit DONE