aurelia

My birthday was less than a month ago, but I still feel like bitching about how awful it was. First off, I had to go to school and go to work. All day. Second, no one I go to school with even notices that I exist so I didn't get one birthday wish despite there always being these stupid announcements in the weekly "what's up this week" paper thingies. I don't think they know my name...there's only 128 of us. I'm stuck in a foreign country with no family or friends. I think the worst thing ever is to be alone on your birthday. Because then you think about how bad it sucks that you're getting older and you haven't done anything with your life and blah blah blah. I'm the oldest person at my school by like...2 years. Everyone is 20 or 21...some even 19. I'm old and I'm still alone.