audiophyle

i wish to express how deep of a metal connection I feel with you- sometimes think that I can hear your thoughts,
dirty dirty thoughts
then my wall goes up
i'm shy
the invisible politics that I have to put up with because i don't want to fuck things up-
I just wanted to let you know that a crazy feeling in my body happens
whatever reason-
whatever slight brushes
whatever i can get
because there is unwritten law
I think bad thoughts
i feel hot when you're around me
i think bad dirty thoughts
mental magic like radio waves across the miles
fire in the midst
inspirational moments of adrenaline
fighting
fires within me
fires of why the fuck am i doing nothing about this?