my life suddenly got very highschool again. i was so used to dealing with relatively 'adult' situations, and they are still a part of my life, but i am having an extremely highschool romance right now, and frankly it's refreshing.
sitting kind of near eachother watching a movie being scared to do anything, finally holding hands, waiting until it's too late to make a further move and then it's time for me to catch the bus home. walking to the bus stop, he holds my hand, i end up having to kiss him goodbye because i knew he never would. it's so funny.
waiting to ask me what i want out of this via email because he's too shy to ask me in person. tells me he doesn't want to get hurt. my grade 12 dream boy, is asking me not to hurt him.
it's just so hilarious and juvenile and we're so silly and nervous and awkward and it's just adorable.
maybe it won't be as mature and serious as relationships i have lately been faced with, but perhaps this is just what i need.
it's all just so cute, he's just so cute, it makes me want to vomit. all skateboard and glasses and headphones and nice shoes and zip up sweaters... it's all the superficial bullshit i grew to love about him, now all mine, muahahaha.
oh, but i haven't known anyone in a long time that i have been scared to tell my sg plans to. but i really don't know what he'll think. i also don't know how the sex will be, with a shy retiring boy. maybe i will be pleasantly surprised. haha. but knowing us... i have a long time to wait for that.
sitting kind of near eachother watching a movie being scared to do anything, finally holding hands, waiting until it's too late to make a further move and then it's time for me to catch the bus home. walking to the bus stop, he holds my hand, i end up having to kiss him goodbye because i knew he never would. it's so funny.
waiting to ask me what i want out of this via email because he's too shy to ask me in person. tells me he doesn't want to get hurt. my grade 12 dream boy, is asking me not to hurt him.
it's just so hilarious and juvenile and we're so silly and nervous and awkward and it's just adorable.
maybe it won't be as mature and serious as relationships i have lately been faced with, but perhaps this is just what i need.
it's all just so cute, he's just so cute, it makes me want to vomit. all skateboard and glasses and headphones and nice shoes and zip up sweaters... it's all the superficial bullshit i grew to love about him, now all mine, muahahaha.
oh, but i haven't known anyone in a long time that i have been scared to tell my sg plans to. but i really don't know what he'll think. i also don't know how the sex will be, with a shy retiring boy. maybe i will be pleasantly surprised. haha. but knowing us... i have a long time to wait for that.
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Ah well.