omg so me and grade 12 dream boy totally hung out and we are both boring and huge nerds and it's awesome.
and leningrad and malloreigh moved here and he is going to shoot my set and she is going to do my hair and it's going to be awesome. i am so stoked. finally! and hopefully i will make some new friends in them too.
friends are awesome.
life is awesome.
.... kind of.
even though things with ryan are shittier than ever, i try not to let that rule my life. and, it isn't.
but i have to admit, sometimes it really really really really gets me down.
i mostly just hate how he is acting like he's all sad about it... that's my right! that's the only thing i get out of this! i am the only one allowed to be sad!
and also that he is in love with another girl and it was never me, that is sad to.
why did the first guy i fell in love with have to be the hugest asshole i have ever known? not so fun.
gah.
but.... try to think about other stuff, right?
i really need to keep myself occupied.
and leningrad and malloreigh moved here and he is going to shoot my set and she is going to do my hair and it's going to be awesome. i am so stoked. finally! and hopefully i will make some new friends in them too.
friends are awesome.
life is awesome.
.... kind of.
even though things with ryan are shittier than ever, i try not to let that rule my life. and, it isn't.
but i have to admit, sometimes it really really really really gets me down.
i mostly just hate how he is acting like he's all sad about it... that's my right! that's the only thing i get out of this! i am the only one allowed to be sad!
and also that he is in love with another girl and it was never me, that is sad to.
why did the first guy i fell in love with have to be the hugest asshole i have ever known? not so fun.
gah.
but.... try to think about other stuff, right?
i really need to keep myself occupied.
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malloreigh:
then we should get along just fine. looking forward to meeting you.
friedbanana105:
i've put up with this ten-person, fancy picture friend list long enough! you're going to have to grow up and realize real SG folks have lots of friends and succumb to the boringness of a text-only friendslist, ok? trust me, the novelty of the avatar pix wears off very quickly...