thanks everyone... and just to reiterate... i have been planning to get a tattoo or two for years, i just haven't been able to afford it... but i may be coming into some money soon, so THAT IS why i will hopefully be getting tattoos soon... not to be a fucking sg. i am not THAT pathetic.
i don't know any amateur photographers and i can't afford a professional one. therefore i am pretty screwed.
and i am working on a confidence thing... and i am just getting to be comfortable being naked infront of a camera/ in the light of day with someone i am close with.... i can't imagine being naked infront of some random person. i would just feel silly. ack what to do.
ps: i didn't break up. had the shittiest weekend ever full of lots of fighting and crying but at least i have hope for the future that things will one day be better, and i guess that's all the spirit needs to be okay. and he better do something REAL nice to apologize. haha.
oh being in love for the first time. obviously destined for heartbreak, yet so desperate for that to never happen.
also: check out my livejournal if you for some reason want to know me a little better.
i don't know any amateur photographers and i can't afford a professional one. therefore i am pretty screwed.
and i am working on a confidence thing... and i am just getting to be comfortable being naked infront of a camera/ in the light of day with someone i am close with.... i can't imagine being naked infront of some random person. i would just feel silly. ack what to do.
ps: i didn't break up. had the shittiest weekend ever full of lots of fighting and crying but at least i have hope for the future that things will one day be better, and i guess that's all the spirit needs to be okay. and he better do something REAL nice to apologize. haha.
oh being in love for the first time. obviously destined for heartbreak, yet so desperate for that to never happen.
also: check out my livejournal if you for some reason want to know me a little better.
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Edited part: As for boyfriend issues - just from reading your journal you seem like such a sweet person - so he will see the light of day.
Better fish in the sea than ever came out of it.
- Valentine
[Edited on Mar 15, 2004 10:41PM]
yeah i have heard of metric... i've only heard a little bit of their stuff though. have fun at that!
did you live in toronto... or like were you one of those kitchener people or what? i should add you to messenger or something.
and thanks craz, yeah that is a synth.