how can you ever love or trust anyone again
when you find out
that the only person you have ever really
cared about
trusted
opened up to
loved with every fibre of your being
[at a certain point in time]
was just full of shit
the whole time
and that their heart
always belonged
to someone else.
everyone thought i had trust issues before!!
this...
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when you find out
that the only person you have ever really
cared about
trusted
opened up to
loved with every fibre of your being
[at a certain point in time]
was just full of shit
the whole time
and that their heart
always belonged
to someone else.
everyone thought i had trust issues before!!
this...
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i slept in my own bed last night for the first time in months, it was depressing.
i really hate my life without ryan. i hate being here, i hate my house with a passion, i hate not having a group of friends to hang out with anymore...
being with ryan made me like my life, even when me and ryan may not have been...
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i really hate my life without ryan. i hate being here, i hate my house with a passion, i hate not having a group of friends to hang out with anymore...
being with ryan made me like my life, even when me and ryan may not have been...
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posh:
*hugs*
ryan is an ass. you are too good for his sleazy, scummy self.
now get on a bus and get your hot little self over here so we can shoot!
ryan is an ass. you are too good for his sleazy, scummy self.
now get on a bus and get your hot little self over here so we can shoot!
endlessben:
Eh, mate! Where's dat addy, den? Y'Bird, ya saucy tart!
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lucabrasi:
How could you go from two guys to single?
mnislahi:
you dog is your love? or just a random pic? haha i kid!
i added you btw..
sorry about ur break up
feeling better?
i added you btw..
sorry about ur break up
feeling better?
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with_forevers:
love the last picture. keep 'em coming.
runelateralus:
Nice pics. Emo fag is the best one, if you ask me.
us maple totally BLOOWWWWW.
the fiery furnaces are pretty good, i must admit, even though i tend to hate female lead singers.
the shins were great. put on a great show. definetly made me appreciate them more, seeing them play live.
i didn't have the best time but i was just in a bad mood and when i am in a mood like that, if...
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the fiery furnaces are pretty good, i must admit, even though i tend to hate female lead singers.
the shins were great. put on a great show. definetly made me appreciate them more, seeing them play live.
i didn't have the best time but i was just in a bad mood and when i am in a mood like that, if...
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lucabrasi:
A temultuous break up of ice has nothing to do with orgies! It's debacle! but you did make me check...
tjaden:
hmm... y'know, come to think of it... the last show i went to where all of the bands were at least decent was... *damn*... nevermind. heh.
we just had a two hour staff meeting
in the porn room
about how to push discount rental cards on people
kill me now.
in the porn room
about how to push discount rental cards on people
kill me now.
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tjaden:
ugh. i hate those meetings... 
runelateralus:
By the way, I forgot to mention, nice pics you got there.
I love Nintendo.
I love Nintendo.
i only have like a month or so left in my free membership. i realllllly have to get a set done before it runs out. i really wanted posh to take my pictures, but i don't know when we will be in the same town. i met this photographer guy at the bar who said he'd do it. i know that sounds sketchy, but he's...
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daliyah:
Thanks your really sweet
Thanks your really sweet 
chrisnail_and_i:
I have a photographer friend who was just telling me he met a girl hoping to become a SG, and that he might be doing a set for her. So, when I read your journal, I thought you may be the one.
I totally understand how you feel about social events. I'm quite shy and since moving to Victoria 8 years ago, have become pretty anti-social. Now I find myself with few friends, and with the tough turn my life has taken this past year, I could really use some now. I figured that these SG sociables would be a good chance to meet some like minded people, more so than through work anyway. I REALLY hate small talk but figured that since we all are at least into the girls, and more than likely most are into my favourite subject... music, it would be okay. The events have been really great, and everybody is super cool! Now I look forward to them all the time.
I respect your feelings about this but I hope you wont mind if we don't give up on you with future events.
edited: to link evidence of fun
[Edited on May 19, 2004 11:34PM]
I totally understand how you feel about social events. I'm quite shy and since moving to Victoria 8 years ago, have become pretty anti-social. Now I find myself with few friends, and with the tough turn my life has taken this past year, I could really use some now. I figured that these SG sociables would be a good chance to meet some like minded people, more so than through work anyway. I REALLY hate small talk but figured that since we all are at least into the girls, and more than likely most are into my favourite subject... music, it would be okay. The events have been really great, and everybody is super cool! Now I look forward to them all the time.
I respect your feelings about this but I hope you wont mind if we don't give up on you with future events.
edited: to link evidence of fun
[Edited on May 19, 2004 11:34PM]
what a fucking awesome birthday. as in, it was the least sucky birthday ever. as in, it was actually fun.
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friedbanana105:
come out with us on June 5th!
shnanna:
ssssssweeeeet.
what did you do to celebrate?
what did you do to celebrate?
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tank_ex_mortis:
*belated birthday luv*
pokes:
Happy belated birthday babe! Hope you got some nice goodies. 
Pretty hard to beat a grape vagina.
Pretty hard to beat a grape vagina.
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friedbanana105:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 
so are you going to go tearing up all the bars around town now that you're legal?
you look more spaced-out than unamused in that image. OMG! i recognize that tree! it's Thetis Lake, isn't it?
(ok, i looked at the file name...
)
so are you going to go tearing up all the bars around town now that you're legal?
you look more spaced-out than unamused in that image. OMG! i recognize that tree! it's Thetis Lake, isn't it?
(ok, i looked at the file name...
)
friedbanana105:
duh -- i waited until midnight....
yeah, Logan's has karaoke on Tuesday, so that might not be your thing... though it's kind of entertaining...
it depends on what you're looking for. do you want some place quiet to drink? live music? dancing in a club? if i were out on a Tuesday, i'd probably start at Bart's or Big Bad John's and then bounce between Steamer's and Lucky...
i hope you have a great time, no matter what you do.
edit: it's no longer a sleep away: happy birthday again...
[Edited on May 11, 2004 10:00AM]
yeah, Logan's has karaoke on Tuesday, so that might not be your thing... though it's kind of entertaining...
it depends on what you're looking for. do you want some place quiet to drink? live music? dancing in a club? if i were out on a Tuesday, i'd probably start at Bart's or Big Bad John's and then bounce between Steamer's and Lucky...
i hope you have a great time, no matter what you do.
edit: it's no longer a sleep away: happy birthday again...
[Edited on May 11, 2004 10:00AM]
Posh has got me thinking how i kind of really want to have sex with a girl. haha. she makes wanting a girl sound like so much fun. i wish i wasn't so straight.
i'd do it anyway if the opportunity came up, but it so never will.
anyway:
sometimes i forget how great this site is. sometimes i just think about it being naked...
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i'd do it anyway if the opportunity came up, but it so never will.
anyway:
sometimes i forget how great this site is. sometimes i just think about it being naked...
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with_forevers:
i agree. i like all the communities and such, and sometimes i am surprised that there aren't even more of them. and being able to be open is an awesome thing, and it seems like it would be hard to be prudish here, because we all know each other's reasons for coming here: we wanted to see hot girls naked. i guess when you realize everyone was here to see nudity in the first place, it just makes things better. plus where else could i put up my boner pics and have people not mind?
with_forevers:
oops. posted twice.
[Edited on May 09, 2004 1:10AM]
[Edited on May 09, 2004 1:10AM]
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dannymanic:
I hope you have a good birthday. And good luck with your set, I think youre stunning!
posh:
hahaha you make me laugh micah is awfully dreamy, especially in the picture i posted a link to. he's such a dork most of the time. one of his best qualities!
i want to come to the shins! but i don't think i will have the money to get there. thanks to my awesome camera and my upcoming trip to toronto. but soon! soooooooon!
i want to come to the shins! but i don't think i will have the money to get there. thanks to my awesome camera and my upcoming trip to toronto. but soon! soooooooon!
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