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Just found out my friend Kimmy died.
She apparently had some sort of seizure; fell and hit her head.
Bye bye Beautiful... the world's a little uglier without your smile.........

Very pleased. Found out today that I have a 3 day weekend! Yay!
Would have been easier to plan for it or something if I knew ahead of time, but oh well... i don't really plan for stuff anyway.

Well, I am hitting this point of seriously questioning a lot of things. Much of what I thought was solid in my life has crumbled lately, and I am starting to really, really question the worth of my "chosen" profession. I make videogames for a living. Every fanboy's dream job, right?? Yeah... so anyway I think this has been building for a few years now...
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well, it's friday.
going to First Friday in Raleigh tonight
It stopped raining this afternoon
\may be a nice night
probably still kinda cold.
oh well

man I hate mondays
today was an awful one.
I have to meet some people around here and find some stuff to do
having trouble adapting to being on my own

Well, the week kinda flew by. I guess that's good. I dunno.
I don't think I like saturdays so much these days. Too much me time.
Makes me loco. I mean, of course, the dogs are here, but.....
I don't know what to do in this town.

Well, the week is off to a rollicking start. Long day at work, followed by dinner at the nearby home of some good friends (which was delicious btw) . Sore as hell from going to the gym yesterday. Sashimi for lunch today, back in the gym for lunch tomorrow. Impending instability at work has me a little worried. That is really not something I need...
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S A TUR DAY NIGHT!
yee haw.
too nasty outside to get out of the house tonight.
Freaking out about being alone

Lat night was ok, though. went to Durham with a friend
Went to see The Wigg Report play at Ujaama Boardhouse Skateshop in Durham, Was a little art show there, too. Then went to the Green Room for a few, lotta people playing...
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another friday.
all right.
well, it is supposed to start snowing sometime between now and lunch tomorrow and they are talking 3-4 inches of it here.
may not be much for some of y'all, but my ass grew up in Texas and this sort of thing just doesn't happen there.
I am a bit concerned, as I cannot see any way in which having snow...
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ok missed a couple days
not much to report
cooked dinner for some friends sunday
seared a couple flatiron steaks, pulled em off the stove and topped with a mixture of fresh sage, fresh basil, fresh oregano, pine nuts, smoked black pepper, olive oil and gorgonzola
wrapped them up in smoked prosciutto and baked until done
served sauteed asparagus in a horseradish buttercream sauce on...
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Hot Damn! It's friday. About time, too.

So ... here we go-- confession time.
Since my wife and I separated as of Jan 1, I have gone on a bit of a spending spree and I need to put it down in writing, to remind myself to stop.
Purchase I can remember making:
1. XBox 360
2. 3 Games for Xbox 360
3. SG Reactivation...
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Well, I am back. It's been a couple years. Last journal was all about my little run in with Lyme Diease.
Yum.
Still in NC
Switched jobs, wife left me about a week ago.

confused and maybe a little crazy but trying.

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